I’ve been doing research for an hour and I just keep getting crap website directories that lead you to more directories, or alcoholic anonymous meetings.
I want to find a long term residential treatment center, in New Jersey.
Can anyone recommend a good website that will help me find a treatment center?
I’ve been doing research for an hour and I just keep getting crap website directories that lead you to more directories, or alcoholic anonymous meetings.
I want to find a long term residential treatment center, in New Jersey.
Can anyone recommend a good website that will help me find a treatment center?
I’ve been doing research for an hour and I just keep getting crap website directories that lead you to more directories, or alcoholic anonymous meetings.
I want to find a long term residential treatment center, in New Jersey.
Can anyone recommend a good website that will help me find a treatment center?
I’m pretty sure it’s impossible for me to believe that a female is in love with me or is even interested in me. I had a girlfriend this summer and she was wonderful to me and she said she loved me too. But every time, about 5 to 10 hours after I left her sight, I would start believing that she had no real interest in me and she was just hanging around me to feel sorry. I can hold deep, in depth conversations with females and I’m definitely getting positive signals from them, but as soon as we part, I just assume that I was being narcissistic and that they have no real interest in me. I have a mother who suffers from depression and alcoholism. In general, I just hate myself. Also, I run a ton every morning to try and curb these feelings; the running keeps me from being depressed and makes me extremely energetic and active, but it doesn’t take away the belief that no one will ever love me.
Also, because of this belief and because I have a natural tendency to be very flirty, I tend to shy away from most conversations with females simply because I know I’ll just end up putting both of us in pain if they end up with me.
I posted this somewhere else and one of the responses was “humility is an admirable quality.” Humility is not admirable when you have an hour long conversation with a girl and she seems interested in you, but you force yourself to believe she’s not… and because that’s so painful to you, you don’t allow yourself to be anywhere near her. Especially when this girl is the one thing that has been able to calm you down in about 2 months of rapid-fire ridiculous jokes and rants that you perform for people just to get attention. Humility isn’t admirable when you’re sitting in a high school class and a girl that you’ve been flirting with for half a year (and that you feel sees through all your bullshit and knows who you are) says that she’s in love with you and your only response is “Why are you saying that?” All because you can’t believe someone can love you. That’s not admirable. That’s called crazy.
My mother used to tell me to quit jumping on the bed because it will wear a hole in the mattress. I don’t live with her anymore, and I jump on my bed when I feel like it now–which is nearly every day. I know someone will plan to say that the best prevention is not jumping on the bed at all, but that is completely out of the question as I’m addicted to this activity. Would you recommend getting a mattress pad or something to cover that up to prevent premature wear to the mattress?
What about laying a piece of plywood across the top of the mattress?…although it will reduce the amount of bounce I get.
okay.. so i started starving myself in may, up until one day where i just binged in the beginning of july (well i ate during that time just very very very scarcely and threw up as much as icould) i had lost about 25 pounds. but when i binged, i went crazy.
i have had eating problems in the past but its always like off and on because i get so paranoid my mom will find out
but heres the thing, after that one day in july i have no been able to get back on a normal diet. i eat like crazy, everyday. its like its making up for all those days i didnt eat or barely ate. andi cant stop and i cant even taste the food anymore, its like sometimes i try to start again but i cant and i go nuts and i claw at food and i know i sound crazy but its like i have no control and then i feel really really sick and iwant to throw up and sometimes i do but then sometimes that wont even work!
im 13 btw
andi cant go see a doctor by the way about it
but can anyone please tell me what could be wrong???
yeah yeah yeah.. i get that
okay. that was not my concern.
my concern is WHY CANT I CONTROL MY EATING ANYMORE
all i do is eat and eat and eat, even when im full
i dont even taste the food anymore.
its like i have NO control
I had a dream where I went to work with shorts on and no shirt. I was sitting at my desk working. My boss came up and asked what was going on and I told her that I couldn’t find my shirt but that I didn’t want to call in. She then asked me why I had a cotton ball and tape on my arm. I looked down and it was the first time I had seen this. I removed the bandage and it was a big infected sore. I seemed really distracted and I couldn’t remember right away how I got this sore. My boss was concerned and let me work until the cops came. After some time I remembered that my mother forced heroin into my veins. I quickly woke up and was like — WTF. This was two days ago and I can’t stop thinking about it. Any suggestions? (By the way, I haven’t ever experimented with any IV drugs.)
My mother is somewhat pushy. I am actually about to move home again so that I can quit working and finish school sooner than later. My mom and I love each other–but we have to work hard to maintain a peaceful relationship. I am getting ready for law school and I am concerned that she doesn’t support me–or that just just flat out doesn’t think I will be able to do it.
I’ve always thought that I was smarter than my mother, and I think she knows that. There is wisdom and then there is intelligence. I don’t know, such a strange dream.
I work at a little mom and pop diner and sold alcohol to a minor a couple weeks ago in a sting. I carded him but i was very busy at the time and it was a Va. I.D., I’m from MO. So I didn’t relize it was a minor I.D. I just glanced at it truthfully and wasn’t very careful.. Anyway I’ve never been in trouble before and was wondering what will happen to me because i’m scared…..What should i do?
I work at a little mom and pop diner and sold alcohol to a minor a couple weeks ago in a sting. I carded him but i was very busy at the time and it was a Va. I.D., I’m from MO. So I didn’t relize it was a minor I.D. I just glanced at it truthfully and wasn’t very careful.. Anyway I’ve never been in trouble before and was wondering what will happen to me because i’m scared…..What should i do?
My mother in law decided to leave a bag of popcorn in the microwave unattended. This wouldn’t have been a problem if she used the “popcorn” button to do the popping as my microwave has an auto pop feature that works great. However, she punched in 5:00 and walked off. By the time she realized what she’d done, the smoke was already rolling out the cracks. The microwave still works fine, but it has a brown tint to the inside. We’ve scrubbed it down but have not been able to get it looking anywhere near is white as it used to.
Can anyone recommend a cleaner or some other way to get it looking like it used to?
My mother in law decided to leave a bag of popcorn in the microwave unattended. This wouldn’t have been a problem if she used the “popcorn” button to do the popping as my microwave has an auto pop feature that works great. However, she punched in 5:00 and walked off. By the time she realized what she’d done, the smoke was already rolling out the cracks. The microwave still works fine, but it has a brown tint to the inside. We’ve scrubbed it down but have not been able to get it looking anywhere near is white as it used to.
Can anyone recommend a cleaner or some other way to get it looking like it used to?
Me and my dad haven’t gotten a long ever since i was 13 and i am 15. Up until then he was the nicest dad i good have, he got me what i wanted/needed and never had a problem with him. Then when i get to 14 he becomes the devil. He didn’t call me on my birthday and Christmas. I love him not only because he’s my dad but All i want for Christmas is for him to call me on Christmas. He’s never done drugs nor has a drinking problem. I know he wont but i really need to talk to him, i miss like mad. My parents divorced twice and i live with my mom and my step dad. I would really like him to. I’ve not talked to him in almost a year now and that’s all i want, and i can hardly talk about this, I sometimes lay in bed and constantly look back on the good times i had with him and then end up crying because i compare how he was to me when i was 12 to when i was 13-15 and i realize what a change that was and if everyone else knew and had a problem similar to this then you could understand. if your thinking that i got abused physically i did not. i got abused emotionally and it’s got me so torn up. All i want is to hear his voice on christmas and if came true i would be so happy. i don’t have his cell # and don’t know it and he claims he don’t have mine but i’ve gave it to him 3x and put in his contacts.
the only thing is I don’t know his phone number, there is no way i could contact him. Mom got remarried in August/12/2005 so when i was 12.
Ever since my mom got sick and died several years ago, I’ve had a really big problem with food…….. I will very often (it ranges from every day to once or twice a week) eat until I am painfully full. While I am eating, I acknowledge that what I am doing is harmful, is making me fat, think about how unhealthy it is and how much I want to lose weight (I am about 20 lbs overweight b/c of this) but I continue to eat until I feel sick (or, sometimes, am sick).
After my mom’s death I did get some therapy, which pulled me out of depression but I still have this habit.
I’ve come to realize that it’s a mind-numbing comfort – the repetitive chewing motion, the texture of the food in my mouth, the lack of need to think or feel. Also, how much/often I do it seems to be directly related to how much frustration and anxiety I am feeling in my life (early last summer I was really happy and content for a period and lost about 15 lbs, which I quickly gained back as soon as a situation started causing me anxiety).
How do I deal with these feelings in a healthy way? What can I do that will have the same effect, but is healthy?
I can’t afford more therapy (college student).
Note: I enjoy eating healthy food (veggies, fruits, fish, chicken, whole grains). When I binge it’s most often on bread products or sweets like cookies/brownies. I hardly ever eat fast food, chips, fried food, etc.
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