We will help you get your mom off drugs!

I need to know what u guys think about the guys that I have chosen my characters to look like. Here are descriptions:

@Daniel-Has never been social, only child, his parents never fight in front of him, he has a really good life. His dad writes romantic poetry, so Daniel wants to find his “true love”. He has had dreams of a girl, scenes of what she does a few days at school or on weekends, and he really wants to find her. Hes kinda sensitive, he wants to help the girl, and he pays the bills to own a house for him, his adopted siblings (Hailey and Andrew), and his girlfriend (which is the girl from his dreams).

@Scott-Is the best friend to Daniel’s gf (has been for several years). He secretly loves her, but loves her enough to not rush her. His main priority is to keep her safe, safe from people such as his fraternal twin brother, Law (the girl’s ex that had abused her). Scott lives with Law, and his drug addict mom that never talks to them, and is always out. Scott is the good twin, and Law is the bad twin, in a perspective. Eventually, his best friend leaves him, and he becomes depressed. I want him to be cute/hot because I want readers to either like Daniel, or Scott.

@Law-He cares for no one. Has no respect for anyone. He is abusive. He gets into lots of trouble. He doesnt care about the law. His full name is Lawrence, but no one calls him that. He needs to be hot at least, because a lot of girls are willing to do anything to be with him.

OK, here are the pictures!

Daniel-

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Scott-

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Law-

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First of all, I’m 14.

I’m kind of ugly. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I’m a loser in school. I don’t have that many friends. I never did, but I used to have more. They all left me because they thought I was ignoring them. But the thing is, I wasn’t. My problems were getting worse at that time because of something personal going on at home.

I’m also not going to lie, I have a lot of negative things about myself. I’m VERY jealous. I want to be like all the pretty people at my school and be rich like them. I know I’m my own person and I’m beautiful and I should embrace that, but I just can’t.
I’m also a bit of an attention seeker. I know, it’s wrong and I’m a horrible person, but that’s what I want most: attention. I always feel like I’m driving away the friends I DO have because I’m always complaining about something or whatever.

Now that it’s summer, I’ve been sleeping most of the time and when I’m awake, I don’t like to eat. So far I’ve lost 11 pounds and my mom is worried because I always say I’m not hungry. I am, but I go to bed so I can ignore my hunger. Sometimes I give in and binge on a bunch of stuff. I’ve threw up once this summer. I used to throw up almost everyday a few months ago. People tell me I’m not fat all the time, but I AM. I’m 5’6″ & 140 pounds. I’ve been on many diets and they never work. I exercise sometimes but get back into my old ways.

I used to go to therapy once for a few months. I learned that I had depression and anxiety. I got tired of it and just asked my mom if I could stop going. That was a few years ago.

Anyway, I feel really ugly but pretty at the same time. I LOVE to stare in the mirror at myself and feel beautiful and put on makeup and straighten my hair. I’m not going to lie, I have a bit of a shopping problem and I always want clothes. Clothes make me feel happy and loved since I don’t feel like I can get it from anyone else. But at other times, I look in the mirror and call myself ugly and just sit there and cry.

I also listen to Justin Bieber music a lot. Ever since he’s been famous, I’ve been a “Belieber.” I have over 200 Justin Bieber posters and I collect anything I can. I know a lot about him. This is crazy, but I feel like I know him and I’m friends with him. My mom thinks I’m too obsessed, and I admit, I am. I sometimes let it take over my life. I “Stalk” him. I read news about him everyday on the internet and always want to know where he is. He’s all I think about and he makes me feel like my life is actually worth something. I even have dreams about him sometimes . I want to be beautiful like his girlfriend Selena Gomez. I just want to be able to go to a concert of something and for him to notice me. I don’t want to marry him, since I know I’ll never have a chance, but I just feel like I have a deep connection with him. I know, I’m an idiot. Whatever.

If you’re wondering, I don’t cut myself or anything. Sometimes I really feel like doing it, but I don’t. I’ve never done it and I hope I never do. I have wanted to die sometimes, but I knew I could never kill myself.

Do my problems sound bad enough for therapy?

i think i have:
- adhd- i get so distracted. i fidget and it takes me way longer than it should to do school work especially at home. i always get off track. like now im supposed to be writing an essay but i just went on yahoo answers without even thinking…
- ocd- things have to be perfect. ive gotten up in the middle of class to go and turn all the markers on the white board sill thing so they face the same way and stuff.
- eating disorders- ok im 100% sure i have an eating disorder. i binge and cant stop. its because im a bit overweight and seeing my brother and super-skinny friends pig out on everything unhealthy and it just makes me want to and then i eat more as i feel bad about when i eat i get fat. ive almost made myself throw up but ive stopped myself.
- bone pops out or something? below my chest and above my rib cage on the right, when i turn my body to the left, a bone will lik pop in and out or ssomething? its doesnt hurt but it really doesnt seem right
and more.

but like its so ridiculous. ive mentioned it to one of my friends and shes goes “you dont have all those problems you think you have!” and ive been mentioning a few things i think is wrong with me to my mom recently and she goes “oh you dont have that”. theres more things i think i have problems with but no one will believe me! i feel so messed up!
and i really want a therapist but my mom would never pay for one but i need to tell someone all my probs especially personal ones like my eating disorder to someone i dont know and only is there to help me. my friends would just tell and id feel betrayed although i know theyre trying to help, and my mom it would be awkward. i want to talk it out with a therapist, and NOT my school guidance counselors or “trusted adults”.

please please please help!

They drove around the projects slow while it was raining
smoking blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment
until they saw a woman on the street walking alone
three in the morning, coming back from work, on her way home
and so they quietly got out the car and followed her
walking through the projects, the darkness swallowed her
they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor
this is it kid now you got your chance to be raw
so Billy oaked her up and grapped the chick by the hair
and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the stairs
they got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
screaming shut the f**k up and stop moving around
the shirt covered her face, but she screamed and clawed
so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw
the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doing
they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving
blood leaking through the cloth, she cried silently
and then they all proceeded to rape her violently
Billy was meant to go first, but each of them took a turn
ripping her up, and choking her until her throat burned
her broken jaw mumbled for God but they weren’t concerned
when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and bruised
one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two
they told him that she was a witness of what she’d gone through
and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
he thought about it for a minute, she was practically dead
and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head

(Sample from “Survival of the Fittest” by Mobb Deep)
I’m falling and I can’t turn back
I’m falling and I can’t turn back

[Verse 4]
Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life
he thought about the cold rims with the platinum and ice
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover
but what he saw made him start to cringe and stutter
’cause he was staring into the eyes of his own mother
she looked back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her
she cried more painfully, than when they were raping her
his whole world stopped, he couldn’t even contemplate
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late
working hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared
but only the devil responded, cause God wasn’t there
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it
after that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
and listen cause the story that I’m telling is true
’cause I was there when Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom too
and now the devil follows me everywhere that I go
in fact I’m sure he’s standing among one of you at my shows
and every street cypher listening to little thugs flow
he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn’t know
the devil grows inside the hearts of the selfish and wicked
white, brown, yellow and black colored is not restricted
you have a self destructive destiny when you’re inflicted
and you’ll be one of God’s children who fell from the top
there’s no diversity because we’re burning in the melting pot
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because a dance with the devil might last you forever
Honestly this song freaks the shit outta me. After my friend read it her lip got cut open….Go to youtube if u wanna hearit but the song is hella long i didn;t even post all teh ;lyrics just the last 2 verses. http://www.metrolyrics.com/dance-with-the-devil-lyrics-immortal-technique.html
I love immortal techniqque by the way so theres nothing against the song its just so eerie and real

Well, I’m planning to write a book and I want to know what you think of these titles and plots and tell me which is the best.

Titles:
The Incomparable
Breathless
She’s A Dead Giveaway.
Within Reach

Karma
The Sparks In The Blaze
Perfection Up In Smoke
Hot Spot

Ok, well I have two Plots in my head so far so here they are..

The first one is about A girl who is a complete outcast at her high school, no one likes her, shes made fun off all the time. She is constantly depressed and you can see it in her appearance, she wears baggy, unappealing clothing. Yet, she is love with the captain of the hockey team. Her mother passed away only 2 years back, when she was 14. she was extremely close to her and looked up to her.Alls she has is her father and a stepmother who is constantly on her case and tries to be like her mother, but never compares. On a snowy, icy day, she was driving with her father to the hospital because her step mom slipped on ice and broke her arm. on the was there, a huge, 1inch think sheet of black ice, was on a corner. no one expected it a as they turned, they spun out of control into the Telephone pole on the corner, it flipped over a few times too. the girl begins to see a bright light and then her mother, she knows she is dead. she is ecstatic to see her mother after all this time. but the image of the hockey captain she was in love with burns in her head. she cant live without him. so, she goes back to Earth and watches him everyday. since she is a spirit, he cant see her. but he can feel her around him and it freaks him out a little, her mother helps her overcome all these things, and tries to make the captain notice her. when he finally gets the idea, they communicate through letters with no addresses. he falls in love with the girl she really is on the inside, the beautiful girl inside.
i just need to come up with an ending for that one.

the next on is about the opposite, the most popular, beautiful girl in the world, everyone loves her and she has the perfect life, boyfriend family and all. But, her inner self, is mean and rude, she makes fun of people all the time, she is never nice to me parents, she controls her boyfriend, and her friends follow her every move, of course she loves it this way though. But she never thought that karma would catch up to her. Bad things start to happen to her, first, her older sister who has a two year old, gets cancer at age 25. next, her parents get into a car accident, her father passes away and her mother, is in a coma. he boyfriend leaves her and her friends stick up for themselves, her world is falling apart. she only has her older sister now, but she continues to not change, when her sister passes away 6 months later, she is forced to take her daughter., as they are struggling for money, living in a motel, she starts to change her attitude, but now that the daughter is 5 years old now, she is off to school, when she brings home a bad report card and the girl cracks under all the stress, her and the daughter were sitting in the motel room when the fire alarms go off and there neighbors room goes up in flames. they are stuck in the room when they are rescued by a handsome, fit, and caring firefighter. it was love at first sight and then, he disappears. they meet again 7 years later, at a high school reunion, She finds out that he was a nerd that had the biggest crush on her in high school, but he was invisible to her, they leave together and live a perfect life after.
The point of the second one is that these things happened to her because she was basically a bitch to everyone and everyone was through with it but instead of her parents dying, I think they can just retire and leave her and move somewhere but i dont know what to do yet.

below is a series of complaints sent in by various tenants to their landlords

I wish to complain that my father hurt his ankle very badly when he put his foot in the hole in his back passage

the lavatory is blocked; this is caused by the boys next door throwing their balls on the roof

this is to let you know that there is a smell coming fro the man next door

the toilet seat is cracked: where do i stand?

I am writing on behalf of my sink, which is running away from the wall

I request your permission to remove my drawers in the kitchen

our lavatory seat is broken in half and is now in three pieces

can you please tell me when our repairs are going to be done, as my wife is about to become an expectant mother

I want some repairs done to my stove as it has backfired and burnt my knob off

I am still having trouble with smoke in my built in drawers

the toilet is blocked and we cannot bather the children until it is cleared

the person next door has a large erection in his back garden, which is unsightly and dangerous

will you please send someone to mend our cracked sidewalk? Yesterday my wife tripped on it and is now pregnant

our kitchen floor is very damp, we have two children and would like a third, so will you please send someone to do something about it

will you please send a man to repair my downspout. I am an old age pensioner and need it straight away

could you please send someone to fix our bath tap? My wife got hr toe stuck in it and it is very uncomfortable for us

I want to complain about the farmer across the road. Every morning at 5.30 his cock wakes me up, and it is getting too much

When the workmen were here hey put their tools in my wife’s new drawers and made a mess. Please send men with clean tools to finish the job and keep my wife happy
**** means c-o-c-k

Why isn’t it illegal for alcoholics to have children? Why isn’t it illegal for parents who physically fight and argue into the late night to have a child? Why isn’t emotional and mental abuse against the law?

I have a very good friend who is trying to break free from her parents. She has all signs of an abused child (afraid to reach out for help for fear of abuser’s backlash, completely dependent on others outside of abusive home, ect) and her mother has all the signs of an abusive parent (telling my friend not to tell the school or social services about the alcoholism and fights, etc). I am very scared for her. She has been on the verge of giving everything up lately, and I don’t want her to give up.

Isn’t there anything that can be legally done? Can’t the state force her parents to at least rehab or marriage counseling? They’ve already stopped by and said that they can’t take my friend to a foster home but I don’t think they know about the fights and the alcoholism..
If the state won’t do anything, what can she do? How should she keep crying for help? How should she let the state know about what is going on? They didn’t think the situation was serious enough, but my friend is spiraling into a depression she may not get out of.

As a friend, what can I do to help?

Please, if you are an expert on Colorado law, please email me! I could really use your help.

Why isn’t it illegal for alcoholics to have children? Why isn’t it illegal for parents who physically fight and argue into the late night to have a child? Why isn’t emotional and mental abuse against the law?

I have a very good friend who is trying to break free from her parents. She has all signs of an abused child (afraid to reach out for help for fear of abuser’s backlash, completely dependent on others outside of abusive home, ect) and her mother has all the signs of an abusive parent (telling my friend not to tell the school or social services about the alcoholism and fights, etc). I am very scared for her. She has been on the verge of giving everything up lately, and I don’t want her to give up.

Isn’t there anything that can be legally done? Can’t the state force her parents to at least rehab or marriage counseling? They’ve already stopped by and said that they can’t take my friend to a foster home but I don’t think they know about the fights and the alcoholism..
If the state won’t do anything, what can she do? How should she keep crying for help? How should she let the state know about what is going on? They didn’t think the situation was serious enough, but my friend is spiraling into a depression she may not get out of.

As a friend, what can I do to help?

Please, if you are an expert on Colorado law, please email me! I could really use your help.

Why isn’t it illegal for alcoholics to have children? Why isn’t it illegal for parents who physically fight and argue into the late night to have a child? Why isn’t emotional and mental abuse against the law?

I have a very good friend who is trying to break free from her parents. She has all signs of an abused child (afraid to reach out for help for fear of abuser’s backlash, completely dependent on others outside of abusive home, ect) and her mother has all the signs of an abusive parent (telling my friend not to tell the school or social services about the alcoholism and fights, etc). I am very scared for her. She has been on the verge of giving everything up lately, and I don’t want her to give up.

Isn’t there anything that can be legally done? Can’t the state force her parents to at least rehab or marriage counseling? They’ve already stopped by and said that they can’t take my friend to a foster home but I don’t think they know about the fights and the alcoholism..
If the state won’t do anything, what can she do? How should she keep crying for help? How should she let the state know about what is going on? They didn’t think the situation was serious enough, but my friend is spiraling into a depression she may not get out of.

As a friend, what can I do to help?

Please, if you are an expert on Colorado law, please email me! I could really use your help.

this song is written by: Cannibal Ox

[ Chorus ]
My shell, mechanical found ghost
But my ghetto is, animal found toast
My shell, mechanical found ghost
But my ghetto is, animal found toast
My shell, mechanical found ghost
But my ghetto is, animal found toast
Animal found toast… but my ghetto … animal

[ Vordual Megala ]
Life’s ill, some-time’s life might kill
Vordul Mega, five digits grab mic’s mic strike type ill
Is life real? Yo akhi builds
When life feels, like earth don’t spin
Whirlwinds mic blend
Lifes at a stand-still, dangerous cuz man kills
And still, cats visualize life ghetto like
Born mind, sometime these cats see life
Street life incomplete light and be like
I’m a live life after this
One crime, one line from the Mega-la
Blow spine, everyone
Knows the city’s ill, cats kill
Still black man holds nine
Gotta chill star
C-A.L.L.A.H
Be the light of Shamar
Work hard Shamar C-Cipher-A.L.L.A.H
Adapt bars snatch stars
and detach large, channels
But our bar’s handle might break mic’s
Vordul Megala the cannibal ate mic’s
Strive live live fuck five I want a hundred and eight mic’s

“Son, yo son did you see that kid yo?
Yo, yo, Chill out man, chill out.
Yo son did you, yo son he pulled it out…”

Five digits cock biddy nine mili
One floor shine silly
Spun city one verbs hit milly
Little girls spinnin’ curls three sixty
Livin’ in in a world shitty
Yo they spun young earth, now shitty
And while 5-0 might shoot black head
Nigga sorry I sold space suit to crack heads
D.T’s operate mechanically, po-po in slow-mo
Black kids, locked away
Attic key, plus one fourth pound of smoke flow
While, lock head fabian
Achmed Arabian
Layin’ in
Bodeg holdin’ drama a.k
Spoke like as-salaam-a-opaque
Chokin’ vodka mixed with o.j
Wig splits mad quick
Spinnin’ three six oh ways
C 4 blew the door nuber eight
Summer fate tank top wit a knot
Number nine said run the place
Took my girl, stereo, c.d plus the tape
Yo star, don’t wet that
Fucked her face lets stuff the plays
Jet back to santa cruz californ-i-a
Peace to C-God locked up cat born nine ways
Come home mad soon
Live ill, life things just like little black girl got shot
Damn it hurts when they spun earth filled with knots
Gonna make a difference so we get locked
Caught in the shit and losin’ what we got
Come on black
E-qual-E-qual

“Do you know that you’re one of the few pradator species
that preys even on itself?”

[ Vast Air Kramer ]
And if there’s crack in a basement
Crack heads stand adjacent
Anger displacement
Two step arangements
You were a still born baby
Mother didn’t want you, but you were still born
Boy meets world, of course his pops is gone
What you figga
That chalky outline on the ground is a father figure
So he steps to the next stencil, that’s a hustler
Infested with money and diamond cluster
Lets talk in laymen terms
Rotten apples and big worms
Early birds and poachers
New York is evil at it’s core, so those who have more than them
Prepare to be vic-tims
Ate up by vultures, the politicians
In a dog eat dog culture, that’ll sick ‘em
Lack of mineral, we take it personal
A pigeon can’t drop shit if it never flew
Every day is no frills, empty krills
Broken 40 bottles and m.c’s with skills
I rest my head on 115
But miracles only happen on 34th, so I guess life is mean
And death is the median
And purgatory is the mode that we settle in
“No doubt”
I’ve got that Eve’s Bayou sense of touch
So I fought, to touch every hand of a fan to read their thoughts
Battered wives, molested children
Roaches on the floor, rats in the ceiling
Cats walk around New York with two fillin’s
One is in their mouth the other, does the killin’
I’m Vast Air, Kramer, top billin’

Okay so I’m 15 years old and I’ve been through a hell of a lot for my age. I’ve attempted suicide and been in the hospitalized, i was addicted to drugs, I have family issues, and have been to rehab. I really want to tattoos I have been a cutter for 2 years. I’m getting better but sometimes my coping I can’t always rely on to help myself from cutting. I really want to get breath tatted on my wrist were I used to cut and still to occasionally like this…

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y225/alexxshannon/blog/breathe4.jpg&imgrefurl=http://britboyla.blogspot.com/2006/02/more-lohan.html&

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http://a2.vox.com/6a00b8ea0716b01bc000c2252103028fdb-500pi

I suffer from extreme anxiety, depression, ADD ( attention deficet disorder) and OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and have suffered from a eating disorder

life is really hard for me to live through sometimes but I know life is precious and beautiful and I wanted to get la bella vita tatted like this on the back of my neck

http://www.iwantamonkey.com/blog/uploaded_images/ll24-740102.jpg

these tattoos have a lot of meaning to me how can I convince my mom to let me get them I also feel like they would remind me that life has meaning and is important and make life easier for me I just need to convince my mom?

thanks and info about tattoos would be great to thanks!
la bella vita means beautiful life.

I knew a friend who was crazy
he f***ed a chick and had a baby
but let me rewind to remind yall what happened first
he would smoke blunts and die of thirst
he would b**** about how his lungs hurt
everybody told him not to smoke
but he would always light the pipe and choke
he ran out of food once and he was left hungry
its such a shame that he got the ultra munchies
somehow he recovered from that
then he started being gangsta and picked up the gat
loaded the clip and started doing dirty work
like shooting innocent people, God bless the church steeple
he started commiting all of the seven deadly sins
it was evident that God was gonna throw him in the trash bin
but now his life was too hard and cocaine took him over
he enjoyed the crystals going through his nose
flashy things activated him, so he bought a Bose
used his fingers to roll up a joint full of crack
i should’ve had his a** smacked
he felt weak and was passed out in the middle of the street
then he met some addict in a club and f***ed her under the sheets
then five months later, he finds out she got a big belly
he now realizes that the life he leads is so deadly
but he says hes strong and tells her have the baby
2 years later, he went all crazy
he almost killed the mother until she ran away
then he threw his knife and gat away
he cried all night, he couldn’t fight it
or jump over it nor bite it
so he had to live through it
and he put his needles, crystals, pipes bongs in the trash
he even stopped smoking buds and eating hash
he brought her back to him, he quit his life of sin
so then God took him out of the trash bin
Church took him over from Monday to Sunday
he rapped on the mic, showed off his talent
took care of his girl and started being a good parent
this is what happens when you turn all evil
you suddenly find out your dancing with the devil

My 4 yr used to loooove his dad.. ONce he starting seeing me and his dad arguing when he got drunk and me trying to make him simmer down during arguments and he kept yelling, my son keeps telling me he wants him to get out of the house. I can tell he still loves his dad, but at the same time, when he’s at the house, he wants his dad to leave. I know it makes his dad feel bad when he says this as he is his fav. child out of 4. When I work at night and he keeps the kids, they end up with his mother for the night, while he sleeps, drinks, hangs out or whatever… I remember when I was a child, having anamosity for my dad and it used to make me sad. Should I lie to my son to make his dad look to be a more positive person to ease any sadness or anger my son is feeling towards him? Or should I just let my son judge for himself? Or should I just keep his father more distant from us so when he does see him, maybe he’ll be happy to see him again. Just a little history, me and his dad have been together for 7 yrs. He is now living with his mother because he cannot afford to contribute to a household of our own(I learned the hard way), so I moved a block away from his mothers house to keep the family close by. Not to mention his alcoholism and our rocky relationship.

I’ve lived away from my family for over 20yrs. My mother died last year and some people here have comments. There is a whole family of people who are in Chgo. to take care of my mother. My sister did not want to be bothered until the last minute, my brother was in jail, and I live far away. I asked my mom if she wanted me to sell my house and come be with her, she said no. I did not visit much because my mother was very verbally abusive. Now, when I am at the so-called friends house, they always seem to have something to say about my situation when they have never met anyone in my family. Yet she sits with her children and smoke weed and drink. One of her sons is a crack head and gay and the other is just a sad drunk with a baby and a lazy girlfriend that he always talks about. I am beginning to hate them.

1) A feeling that nothing is real, this is all just a dream and I am God dreaming up reality around me. This gets pretty disturbing at times.
2) An obsesion with death and what comes after…if anything. 3) An obsession with finding out the point of existence or if anything is really out there.
4) Explosive anger problems, I have not hurt anyone but my mom became worried at my fits although they were not directed at her.
5) Emotional numbness. My grandmother died recently yet my emotions were strangely numb. I know I care about people but I feel out of touch with my feelings.
6) OCD problems and Visual Static (
My dad died when I was ten and I am overly attached to my mother. I had the OCD symptoms as a teen. The unreality feeling came after a bad acid trip but faded during my twenties and returned after a marijuana binge (I am drug free now). I am still terrified of LSD. At age thirty I kinda freaked out over getting older and my mom becoming a senior citizen and possibly dying
I also have visual static (like seeing tv static in your vision) and I am terrified of death. Not of dying but of panicking, God not existing, me being God (like what the Bhuddists say), or existing in this state of anxiety and mental illness/depression forever and never feeling real.
As messed up as I sound I act pretty normal in public
Thanks everyone. The problems seem to revolve around living, dying, existence and God, but I never really put my finger on what was wrong with me. I feel like reality is maybe just a weird dream that ends with death.

I feel like every day that passes is a day closer to death for my mom then me next. I know it’s irrational but this feeling never goes away no matter what I do

The visual static may have been with me since childhood but LSD made me notice it more. I am still trying to figure that out.

1. i wish to complain that my father hurt his ankle very badly when he put his foot in the hole in his back passage
2. the lavatory is blocked; this is caused by the boys next door throwing their balls on the roof
3. this is to let you know that there is a smell coming from the man next door
4. the toilet seat is cracked: where do i stand
5. i am writing on behalf of my sink, which is running away from the wall
6. i request your permission to remove my drawers in the kitchen
7. our lavatory seat is broken in half and is now in three pieces
8. can you please tell me when our repairs are going to be done, as my wife is about to become an expectant mother
9. i want some repairs done to my stove as it has backfired and burnt my knob off
10 i am still having trouble with smoke in my built in drawers
11 the toilet is blocked and we connot bathe the children until it is cleared
12 the person next door has a large erection in his back garden, which is unsightly and dangerous

Im black

I may be black dat anit mean im on crack em goin give your gurl a good smack
Em goin to smoke ur mother like there anit no otha
If I pull out my nine you be doin da time
don’t busta clip at me else em brake your knee
Yall may think im whack but naaaa im just black

My gat

Em a crip C.R.I.P u know what dat means to me
Em a busta glock in your face then u be working at a slower pas
Don’t call me white im willin to put up a fight
Em a rip your socks off wit dat foney knock off
Dat anit no glock who u think u are 2pac?

Im so hood

Im so hood you think I was good
But I anit good im bad why you think ur motha so sad
She wears plade all the time cuz she knows I can ryme
Your father doin the time but we know he can climb
da gates of jail why think its raining hail I wonda if hes sailed to a
foreign land and maybe even joined the marchin band
but don’t worry bout all of dat remember u still got your gat.

Ballin

Em a balla why you think yall holla
I play da game every day and every night tryin to stay out of a fight
But I wont dats why yall cant beat me
You see im betta than ali
They try to deceive me but they cant, see look at the big dog pant he so tired I bet hes even wired leave the poor guy alone here go fetch a bone

Okay so I’m 15 years old and I’ve been through a hell of a lot for my age. I’ve attempted suicide and been in the hospitalized, i was addicted to drugs, I have family issues, and have been to rehab. I really want to tattoos I have been a cutter for 2 years. I’m getting better but sometimes my coping I can’t always rely on to help myself from cutting. I really want to get breath tatted on my wrist were I used to cut and still to occasionally like this…

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y225/alexxshannon/blog/breathe4.jpg&imgrefurl=http://britboyla.blogspot.com/2006/02/more-lohan.html&

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://img.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2007/04_03/lohan030507_468x274.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-452508/My-tattoo-reminds-breathe-admits-loopy-Lindsay-Lohan.html&h=274&w=468&sz=30&hl=en&start=3&um=1&tbnid=lGPJbfn1IW2ElM:&tbnh=75&tbnw=128&prev=/images?q=lindsay+lohan+tattoos&ndsp=18&um=1&hl=en&rlz=1G1GGLQ_ENUS288&sa=N

http://a2.vox.com/6a00b8ea0716b01bc000c2252103028fdb-500pi

I suffer from extreme anxiety, depression, ADD ( attention deficet disorder) and OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and have suffered from a eating disorder

life is really hard for me to live through sometimes but I know life is precious and beautiful and I wanted to get la bella vita tatted like this on the back of my neck

http://www.iwantamonkey.com/blog/uploaded_images/ll24-740102.jpg

these tattoos have a lot of meaning to me how can I convince my mom to let me get them I also feel like they would remind me that life has meaning and is important and make life easier for me I just need to convince my mom?

thanks and info about tattoos would be great to thanks!
la bella vita means beautiful life.

#1-Very independent, and a risk taker. Left his father’s when he was 15 and moved out on his own in a old apartment in a ghetto area and started working in a warehouse doing hard manual labour because his dad was an alcoholic and smoked crack and they always fought. His parents were abusive when he was younger and in his childhood he was never given affection so he doesn’t really know what that is, and doesn’t talk to any of them, and doesn’t have any other family. Grew up much too fast and cannot relate to people his own age, will try anything at least once and there’s nothing he will back away from. He doesn’t trust anyone and hasn’t ever been attached to anyone, doesn’t care too much about anyone in general and trusts nobody , other than the woman he eventually falls in love with; that will be the only person he becomes attached to in his life. He can often at times be very cynical but he is always respectful face to face. goes to night school and works 6 hours a day; he has many responsibilities.He is drug free, but has tried a few things once. 5’10 210lbs

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=Image014.jpg&newest=1

#2-School means alot to him. He’s got a very loving family and they mean alot to him. He’s very sensitive and soft hearted. He likes to read alot and learn, he’s very shy but sweet. Not the type that will try anything and at times is very dependent and relies on his mother. Often has a hard time sticking up for himself, but is learning slowly to get better. He likes to ride bikes and go hiking. For his age is still very innocent and hasn’t gone into the real world yet but is very curious to what it is really like. He is drug free and has never tries drugs before.He likes to have fun but is very afraid of breaking the law. He is good at drawing cartoons and likes to also draw in his spare time. He is an only child so his parents were always there for him. 6’1 125lbs.

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=n1324104575_44992_4418.jpg&newest=1

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=n1324104575_87478_7568.jpg&newest=1

reading the 2, which one would you rather date and why?

First guy turns 16 in a month, the second guy turns 18 in december. If your older or w.e you can put yourself back in that age or pretend they are older.

Both Guys are under 18. First guy turned 16 last week. Second guy turns 18 next December.
If your older or w.e you can put yourself back in that age or pretend they are older.

#1-Very independent, and a risk taker. Left his father’s when he was 15 and moved out on his own in a old apartment in a ghetto area and started working in a warehouse doing hard manual labour because his dad was an alcoholic and smoked crack and they always fought. His parents were abusive when he was younger and in his childhood he was never given affection so he doesn’t really know what that is, and doesn’t talk to any of them, and doesn’t have any other family. Grew up much too fast and cannot relate to people his own age, will try anything at least once and there’s nothing he will back away from. He doesn’t trust anyone and hasn’t ever been attached to anyone, doesn’t care too much about anyone in general, other than the woman he eventually falls in love with; that will be the only person he becomes attached to in his life. He can often at times be very cynical. goes to night school and works 6 hours a day; he has many responsibilities.He is drug free, but has tried a few things once. 5’10 210lbs

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=Image014.jpg&newest=1

#2-School means alot to him. He’s got a very loving family and they mean alot to him. He’s very sensitive and soft hearted. He likes to read alot and learn, he’s very shy but sweet. Not the type that will try anything and at times is very dependent and relies on his mother. Often has a hard time sticking up for himself, but is learning slowly to get better. He likes to ride bikes and go hiking. For his age is still very innocent and hasn’t gone into the real world yet but is very curious to what it is really like. He is drug free and has never tries drugs before.He likes to have fun but is very afraid of breaking the law. He is good at drawing cartoons and likes to also draw in his spare time. He is an only child so his parents were always there for him. 6’1 125lbs.

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=n1324104575_44992_4418.jpg&newest=1

http://s654.photobucket.com/albums/uu263/ToadB1993/?action=view&current=n1324104575_87478_7568.jpg&newest=1

reading the 2, which one would you rather date and why?