We will help you get your mom off drugs!

My step kids mom is a coke addicted useless bartender. She is not financially responsible for these kids. She gets them on the weekends. She beats her other smaller kids as does her husband. She left coke straws where her stepdaughters baby could find one and play with it. Her kids have found drugs in her purse and in her laundry. She doesnt spend time with them doing anything for them. She doesnt read to them, help them with homework, have rules, or anything. The twins are like 9 now and already have had police called on them and are dysfunctional at best. Why is it then that my step son in particular sticks up for her? She doesnt do anything to help us out, nothing for anyone but herself. WTF!!! I pray daily that she would overdose and do the world a favor.

Since we know that the 4th house and the Moon can indicate Mom and her issues, what might indicate a mother’s drug abuse?

BQ: Suppositions aside, do you know anyone with this placement, and does this ring true in their real life?

Like fools, my husband and I were convinced by my mother who was recently divorced and had no where to go that we should sale our small home and buy a new big home that would accomodate her moving in with us. We didn’t really want to as, the house we had was small, but very affordable, but she’s my mom and I felt bad for her.So She gave us $20k and we bought a bigger home. Now, 6 months later it is not working out to say the least, our one condition of her living with us was that her ex-husband who is a drug addict & a criminal was never allowed to be in my home. She told me he moved to the east coast & he was gone.I was suspicious cuz things in my home appered to be tampered with.I installed surveillance cameras & caught him in my home.Now I am having her evicted but she is syaing she owns 1/3 of this house.I am giving her $20K back no problem, but she really thinks she owns a 1/3.Her name is on nothing and we have no contracts or writen agreements.Does she have a case?

with her house if it meant using all the money you have in the world and there be no guarntee that you will have a place to stay the next month or she might put you out and your drug addict brother might be stealing everything of yours including food and the mother our mother never says anything to him. so would you give her every dime you had not know if she will not f*uck her money the next month and have her house in forclosure again, then you still will not have a place to stay? or should i keep it and try to pay for my own cheap apartment?
my mother is around 73 and my brother is around 43 and has been on drugs for a long time and this is not her first time f*ucking up money for the house. my other brother who was paying the bills quit his job and now she is left with no one to help pay the other 400 needed. but like i said there is no gauranntee that me and my 2 kids will have a place to stay or be safe with the brother a drug addict and all

I am 27 and married living in a separate state from my family. My little 12 year old brother wants to come and live with me. My mother is living with my sister, recovering meth addict, liar and manipulator. Shes had my brother in and out of different schools and his grades have started to drop. She locks herself in her room all the time with her boyfriend and no one hears from her. Is he old enough to make that decision on his own? What do I do?

She Was Special…2003

….My Mom died recently. May 26th. In the early afternoon. Sitting in a chair. In a facility with others and the people who cared for them.
….My older brother called that day and simply stated, “ It’s over ,bro”. Such silence followed, that I still can’t define the magnitude of his 3 words.
….Indeed, it was over. The physical was no longer tangible. The only thing known was the unknown. I was told it was quite a peaceful moment.
….This “it” he spoke of was monumental. These 2 simple alphabets were attached to 84 plus years of human existence. That my friend is large.
….I can say she saw more beauty than hate in her time here. She knew the wonderful feeling of selflessness. To give all to all. The seeds of her character were planted early as a “country” girl in the 1940’s.
….She was country folk in a way. Her heart was in good place. And there were all those nuns in her family. I have been with my wife for over 25 years. I’m 44. My mother and father had about 29 years together. She was special. He went to war. She waited. 2 years. Followed him back to New Orleans without having seen much outside of St. Louis. 6 kids in about 10 years. She was special. Widowed at 51 with 4 children in grade school. Never worked ( except to raise 6 kids! ) That wouldn’t last long.
….I’m not writing to tell tales, but to tell a part of her tale. She was special. I am so thankful that we found acceptance for each other long before her passing.
….84 years. You see a lot of what life has to offer in that much time. She saw her last son leave home at 13. Now a father of two. A daughter who became a mother and a school teacher. A son who would be taken from her at age 37. ( I hope her God explained that one to her ) A son who would prove that part of being a family is tolerance. His acts of selfishness pushed her limits, but her faith never wavered. I know she forgave him and I hope likewise to her. A son who would give of himself for 10 years to be there for her. I can’t fathom all the varied roles he must have played. He moved in with her three weeks after losing her second youngest. He was there when she was taken from the facility. He has always been there for all of us. And lastly, her first who kept his family close to where she was and despite his manipulations, did much to help her when it was needed. He works with drug addicts. I’m the youngest. We don’t see eye to eye. Go figure.
….She knew love. She knew what it meant to be loved. She knew how to give love. She was special. To all who knew her. I can’t say why, but I only cried for a short while after my brother called me. Sure she was in a facility. Frail, tired and day to day tasks were burdens. She chose not to eat often. She seemed willing to go forward. She seemed ready. She also knew I was coming the next day!
….I remember the best of her. I choose to. Once again, oh the tales I could tell! But I’m not here for that. I was just passing through and I thought you would like to hear a story of a special woman. She was my mother.
©rad102803

I know it is long. I wanted my friends to see it. TY

Do I’m a recovery addict and stopped using throughout my whole pregnancy. I had a beautiful healthy girl. I’m 15 years old and my mom offers to watch my baby from 2 to 8 ? Is that wrong of me to have my mom watch my baby? And latly I’ve been drinking. I’ve drank beer and bacardi. My tolerence is really high, and I usually come home around 5 and you can’t even tell I drank, I look and act completly sober. I shower and brush my teeth so my baby doesn’t have to smell it and I take care of her so well. I’m gentle, loving and wake up and go confort her as soon as she crys. So is what I am doing wrong? Its not an evryday thing once or atmost twice a week. But I am a recovery addict .. help please? Opinions ? Am I a bad mother? Why or why not?

I know this is very, very long, but please, bear with me. I need some advice badly.

Well, I’m in a pickle I guess you could say. My mother is 66 years old. She had a very rough childhood growing up poor in the 1940′s and 50′s and what not and she was in an abusive marriage for nearly 26 years. She had three children. The eldest (my sister) is 45, the second eldest (also my sister) is 42 going on 43. I’m the last child (and the only male of course) and I’m going to be 25 very soon. My mother sacrificed a lot for the three of us and unfortunately for me she has never learned to let go of her children. And my problem is twofold when you consider the fact that my mother has no kind of savings (she has tried) and still has to work. I along with my niece live with my mother in an apartment and I give her 400 dollars monthly plus any money I spend from time to time on groceries, water or take-out for everyone.
I’m dating this wonderful woman for about a year now who is nearly eight years my senior and things are getting quite serious. We’ve already seriously discussed marriage and I love her and she is good to me.

But to my mother, this girl poses a double threat. Not only does she get much of my attention, she also believes that now that I’m dating this woman, we’ll get a house together and that she will have nowhere to live and that I’m spending my money foolishly on her (which isn’t true) and even if it was, she’s worth it.

My mother’s hard life and marriage has made her extremely bitter and she feels that the world owes her for being the best mother ever (do you detect the sarcasm?) and she puts me (mostly since I live with her) and my siblings on guilt trips to places as far as New Zealand. None of my older siblings have houses and to my mother that’s equates to being a drug addict living in a halfway house. She constantly berates my sisters and myself for not getting a home so she can have a place to live.

I’m working on getting a place. I already have over 8000 saved up. I’m just waiting to finish off my car loan which should be sometime late this year or very early next year. The only problem is I don’t want to live with my mother anymore nor do I want her to live with me. She’s one of the most miserable people I’ve ever met and she’s been like this for as long as I can remember. And I really don’t think her having a room in my home would make her any happier. She’s looking for happiness in a house and I don’t think she’s going to find it. Along with guilt trips, she often thinks she’s better off dead and said she understood why one of my relatives wished for it. I was so angry, hurt and frustrated when she said that. For a moment I wanted that wish to come true, but I came to my senses. Another that gets my goat with her is that nothing ever satisfies her, she’s never happy and she constantly compares her “shitty” life to the lives of other single mothers who managed to get homes and whose children manged to get homes who came to Nassau (Bahamas, she migrated from Matthew Town, Inagua) the same time she did.

I know if I marry my girlfriend, my mother will detest the relationship for the foreseeable future. There was one time earlier this year that mother said she never wanted to live with a daughter in law anyway which implied to me that she never wanted me to get married since she wanted me to get a house so she could live with me.

My mother’s bitter attitude has driven a wedge between us and she doesn’t want to let me grow up. She still tries to do everything for me and even my middle sister who is 42 and single and childless brings her laundry there every weekend and my mother washes it all. She spoiled us which made independence difficult for me as a man, especially. She constantly makes her children’s problems her own and is often driven to tears because of it. I’ve tried talking to her, I’ve prayed about it. I’ve asked my older coworkers for advice and I’m fairly certain of what I’m going to do, it’s just that no-one will like it. My eldest sister just recently got married and she sends what she can (which isn’t good enough) and my second sister makes much more than I do but spends her money on expensive clothes, shoes and jewelry. They could do more to help my mother out financially but it looks like everyone expects the issue to fall on my shoulders and I’m intent on not letting that happen. She has two older children who should have been making a way for her. I mean I was I little child when they were in their late twenties for God’s sake.

I can’t tolerate my mother’s negative attitude towards me, my choices and life in general. If I sleep over at my girlfriend’s place, she goes nuts and goes into her bitching mode. “I sacrificed everything for my children and no-one wants to do anything for me. Dogs get treated better than me. I’d be better off dead. I’m a good mother. I’ve done everything right in my life” etc.

I’m at the point where her sob stories and guilt tr
I’m at the point where her sob stories and guilt trips don’t work anymore. I mean, hell, she’s been doing them for over 20 years and it got old. I’m more than ready to move out but I know she need financial help and my sisters need to do more. After reading this epistle, does anyone have any advice for me? I know that if I’m unhappy living with her now, her living with me as a married man will only be worse.
To Emma M:

LOL. Nah, Emma. I don’t have any family in New Zealand. I just said my mother’s awful guilt trips would take you that far.

I know this is very, very long, but please, bear with me. I need some advice badly.

Well, I’m in a pickle I guess you could say. My mother is 66 years old. She had a very rough childhood growing up poor in the 1940′s and 50′s and what not and she was in an abusive marriage for nearly 26 years. She had three children. The eldest (my sister) is 45, the second eldest (also my sister) is 42 going on 43. I’m the last child (and the only male of course) and I’m going to be 25 very soon. My mother sacrificed a lot for the three of us and unfortunately for me she has never learned to let go of her children. And my problem is twofold when you consider the fact that my mother has no kind of savings (she has tried) and still has to work. I along with my niece live with my mother in an apartment and I give her 400 dollars monthly plus any money I spend from time to time on groceries, water or take-out for everyone.
I’m dating this wonderful woman for about a year now who is nearly eight years my senior and things are getting quite serious. We’ve already seriously discussed marriage and I love her and she is good to me.

But to my mother, this girl poses a double threat. Not only does she get much of my attention, she also believes that now that I’m dating this woman, we’ll get a house together and that she will have nowhere to live and that I’m spending my money foolishly on her (which isn’t true) and even if it was, she’s worth it.

My mother’s hard life and marriage has made her extremely bitter and she feels that the world owes her for being the best mother ever (do you detect the sarcasm?) and she puts me (mostly since I live with her) and my siblings on guilt trips to places as far as New Zealand. None of my older siblings have houses and to my mother that’s equates to being a drug addict living in a halfway house. She constantly berates my sisters and myself for not getting a home so she can have a place to live.

I’m working on getting a place. I already have over 8000 saved up. I’m just waiting to finish off my car loan which should be sometime late this year or very early next year. The only problem is I don’t want to live with my mother anymore nor do I want her to live with me. She’s one of the most miserable people I’ve ever met and she’s been like this for as long as I can remember. And I really don’t think her having a room in my home would make her any happier. She’s looking for happiness in a house and I don’t think she’s going to find it. Along with guilt trips, she often thinks she’s better off dead and said she understood why one of my relatives wished for it. I was so angry, hurt and frustrated when she said that. For a moment I wanted that wish to come true, but I came to my senses. Another that gets my goat with her is that nothing ever satisfies her, she’s never happy and she constantly compares her “shitty” life to the lives of other single mothers who managed to get homes and whose children manged to get homes who came to Nassau (Bahamas, she migrated from Matthew Town, Inagua) the same time she did.

I know if I marry my girlfriend, my mother will detest the relationship for the foreseeable future. There was one time earlier this year that mother said she never wanted to live with a daughter in law anyway which implied to me that she never wanted me to get married since she wanted me to get a house so she could live with me.

My mother’s bitter attitude has driven a wedge between us and she doesn’t want to let me grow up. She still tries to do everything for me and even my middle sister who is 42 and single and childless brings her laundry there every weekend and my mother washes it all. She spoiled us which made independence difficult for me as a man, especially. She constantly makes her children’s problems her own and is often driven to tears because of it. I’ve tried talking to her, I’ve prayed about it. I’ve asked my older coworkers for advice and I’m fairly certain of what I’m going to do, it’s just that no-one will like it. My eldest sister just recently got married and she sends what she can (which isn’t good enough) and my second sister makes much more than I do but spends her money on expensive clothes, shoes and jewelry. They could do more to help my mother out financially but it looks like everyone expects the issue to fall on my shoulders and I’m intent on not letting that happen. She has two older children who should have been making a way for her. I mean I was I little child when they were in their late twenties for God’s sake.

I can’t tolerate my mother’s negative attitude towards me, my choices and life in general. If I sleep over at my girlfriend’s place, she goes nuts and goes into her bitching mode. “I sacrificed everything for my children and no-one wants to do anything for me. Dogs get treated better than me. I’d be better off dead. I’m a good mother. I’ve done everything right in my life” etc.

I’m at the point where her sob stories and guilt tr
I’m at the point where her sob stories and guilt trips don’t work anymore. I mean, hell, she’s been doing them for over 20 years and it got old. I’m more than ready to move out but I know she need financial help and my sisters need to do more. After reading this epistle, does anyone have any advice for me? I know that if I’m unhappy living with her now, her living with me as a married man will only be worse.
To Emma M:

LOL. Nah, Emma. I don’t have any family in New Zealand. I just said my mother’s awful guilt trips would take you that far.

I come from a very plutonian/neptunian family. I am one myself. My son has moon in scorpio and my daughter has moon square pluto. I know this is only a small piece of the personality. But, every moon/pluto person I know was either emotionally or physically abused or had a parent suffering alcoholism. My mom abandoned me. My dad was great most times, but he was a liar, manipulator and he physically assaulted me and every wife or girlfriend he has ever had. I know that’s strange to say that he was great most times, but it’s true. I could “see” his heart, which was great, but his ego was out of control! My kids’ also have moon square pluto and he can never have a “real” conversation with his mom; she never validates his feelings and experiences. she also used to cry before he could even express his perspective of her. He’d say, “mom, in childhood I couldn’t go out with friends and….” but she would have tears rolling down her face before he could finish his sentence. “Well if you think I’m a bad mother, why don’t you right down all the horrible things you think about me and I’ll stay away since I’m not wanted,” she would reply. Our parents/family labeled us as the sensitive one, but they were the ones being abusive or pouting all the time.

Now we are afraid that we will be like our parents. Can we change for our children? Even if we do better than our parents is it fate for our kids to feel the same about us as we do our own parents. Sometimes it seems that, based on a person’s inherited personality traits, he or she will interpret the parent(s) based on their own outlook-he or she will “hold onto” certain parts of the parent. Because, as I said, my dad had many great qualities. I just can’t let go of the hurtful ones!

I want to be a good mother. Even more than that, I don’t want to do anything to cause deep psychological scars to my babies. I know no parent is perfect, I just need any type of HELPFUL info! We can’t go to our families for advice; those plutonians don’t want to HEAL!
Sorry gintable I am new to Yahoo Answers; that was my first question! I don’t know if I am sending THIS RIGHT ! You seem threatened and offended by my beliefs. I understand! I will try to find the CORRECT category. Thanks
I use to be threatened by differences in thinking and beliefs, but I get to know who you are that way! Go ahead and bash me and the “entertainment” I choose. It makes me stronger as astrology has taught me!
Okay, it does kinda bother me for you to relate to me that way, but at the same time it excites me because, again, I get to know you. For a person to be a “not nice” with his way of communicating to someone he doesn’t even know says something about him!
gintable, it’s obvious that you don’t get astrology very well because you would know that your sun sign isn’t the tell all of the personality. I’m sure you will come back and say that is because it’s all bullshit LOL. any sign can be a “jag off” as you so eloquently put it. I like you, gintable! Keep it coming! I’m better with the “feel” of you, not the “logic” of what sign you are!
Iridflare, did you conduct this research yourself? If so, how did you conduct your research? Do you know yourself, really know yourself to know if it’s worthless? Or do you not like what astrology has to say about you? If it’s useless, why do you care? Why did you have to reply?-but please do. I like to get to know you!
Jim D, not gintable I’ve been communicating with, right? Wrong use of name!
EDIT: Thanks Oklatonola! LMAO. I felt they were bullies. I have been bullied most of my life so am learning how to handle them. 3 years! Well, if they want to mess with me, then I’m ready! It’s hilarious and I don’t take people of that nature as seriously as I used to. I just speak my truth and give them what they give me. Thanks for the parenting advice! Even without astrology, if a parent (wants) to do better, she can try her best! Good luck to you and your friend.

I come from a very plutonian/neptunian family. I am one myself. My son has moon in scorpio and my daughter has moon square pluto. I know this is only a small piece of the personality. But, every moon/pluto person I know was either emotionally or physically abused or had a parent suffering alcoholism. My mom abandoned me. My dad was great most times, but he was a liar, manipulator and he physically assaulted me and every wife or girlfriend he has ever had. I know that’s strange to say that he was great most times, but it’s true. I could “see” his heart, which was great, but his ego was out of control! My kids’ also have moon square pluto and he can never have a “real” conversation with his mom; she never validates his feelings and experiences. she also used to cry before he could even express his perspective of her. He’d say, “mom, in childhood I couldn’t go out with friends and….” but she would have tears rolling down her face before he could finish his sentence. “Well if you think I’m a bad mother, why don’t you right down all the horrible things you think about me and I’ll stay away since I’m not wanted,” she would reply. Our parents/family labeled us as the sensitive one, but they were the ones being abusive or pouting all the time.

Now we are afraid that we will be like our parents. Can we change for our children? Even if we do better than our parents is it fate for our kids to feel the same about us as we do our own parents. Sometimes it seems that, based on a person’s inherited personality traits, he or she will interpret the parent(s) based on their own outlook-he or she will “hold onto” certain parts of the parent. Because, as I said, my dad had many great qualities. I just can’t let go of the hurtful ones!

I want to be a good mother. Even more than that, I don’t want to do anything to cause deep psychological scars to my babies. I know no parent is perfect, I just need any type of HELPFUL info! We can’t go to our families for advice; those plutonians don’t want to HEAL!
Sorry gintable I am new to Yahoo Answers; that was my first question! I don’t know if I am sending THIS RIGHT ! You seem threatened and offended by my beliefs. I understand! I will try to find the CORRECT category. Thanks
I use to be threatened by differences in thinking and beliefs, but I get to know who you are that way! Go ahead and bash me and the “entertainment” I choose. It makes me stronger as astrology has taught me!
Okay, it does kinda bother me for you to relate to me that way, but at the same time it excites me because, again, I get to know you. For a person to be a “not nice” with his way of communicating to someone he doesn’t even know says something about him!
gintable, it’s obvious that you don’t get astrology very well because you would know that your sun sign isn’t the tell all of the personality. I’m sure you will come back and say that is because it’s all bullshit LOL. any sign can be a “jag off” as you so eloquently put it. I like you, gintable! Keep it coming! I’m better with the “feel” of you, not the “logic” of what sign you are!
Iridflare, did you conduct this research yourself? If so, how did you conduct your research? Do you know yourself, really know yourself to know if it’s worthless? Or do you not like what astrology has to say about you? If it’s useless, why do you care? Why did you have to reply?-but please do. I like to get to know you!
Jim D, not gintable I’ve been communicating with, right? Wrong use of name!
EDIT: Thanks Oklatonola! LMAO. I felt they were bullies. I have been bullied most of my life so am learning how to handle them. 3 years! Well, if they want to mess with me, then I’m ready! It’s hilarious and I don’t take people of that nature as seriously as I used to. I just speak my truth and give them what they give me. Thanks for the parenting advice! Even without astrology, if a parent (wants) to do better, she can try her best! Good luck to you and your friend.

she is on the run from the law and may go to jail and is drug Addict on meth wat do i need to get my twin sons from there grandfather im the bilogical father and want my sons

for those of you who don’t know my situation i am 16 and pregnant the father of my baby is violent towards me whilst i am pregnant he is also a drug addict and is trying to force me to get the baby aborted i was waying up the optins of adoption abortion or keeping the baby and i just wanted to knoiw whats it like to be a mother at a young age

just abuse even though my grandmother raised me she was just as mean as my mother. Honeslty out the too. I would say my grandmoter was the worst she did the nastiest thing. I think my mother WOULD NEVER DO. Anyway one day I asked my grandmother can she ask my mother why she dont love me or treat me so cruel, my grandmother said in a nasty tone you ask her yourself. My grandmother knew I was so, so scared of my mother even just to talk to her. me and my mom never talked I dont know why.

Now my mother is dead and I dont regret asking her, cause I was scared I just wanted to know why didn’t my grandmother wanted to do that for me, and why was she just as mean to me. Do you think she was mean to my mother. I heard my grandmother took me away from my mother so she can always have a check. My grandmother was a drug addict real bad. but why did my mother treated me so bad also.
thanks too the both of you. Anon that was pretty deep.

I was just a young mother-to-be when I caught my mother kissing my husband. I was so young, scared and intimidated that I detached from what I had seen; I later found out that they had been having a full on affair ( while I was pregnant and then for a few years ) My mother has never apologized. Our family has been literally fractured. I realize that my mother and my (now)ex husband are sex addicts that were attracted in their addiction . People cross unimaginable boundaries looking for “love” and attention. It has taken so many years and much therapy to overcome the depression, get the anger out, deal with the aftermath of this and let go of my bitterness. I am a stronger woman than I probably ever would have been, but have always had trust issues.I am calloused for life.
I wonder if this has ever happened to anyone else ? sometimes I feel very alone with this betrayal of my own mother. All I can say is that this thing , regardless of therapy/ time, has ruined an entire family.

Is tihs grounds for divorce? I am a mild drinker, and she is a Russian from Kharhkov or some such hole abandoned by God and man. She started to masturbate in front of my mother until I dashed her with a bucket of icy water after which she accused me of assault. What should I do?

My mom is an absolutely terrible mother. She’s a prescription drug addict. She over does weekly. She is out of it all the time and does nothing but sleep. She literally sleeps 24/7. She does nothing around the house, and when she is awake she complains about how horrible her life is. She suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder and Depression which she refuses treatment for. I wouldn’t mind it so much except she pretends to be a good mother around other people! She sets her facebook status as “making lunch for my six kiddos” when in fact she is passing out in her bed. I also forgot to add that aside from sleeping, she is either on facebook or on her blackberry. I’m so sick of her being a hypocrite. She’s the type of person who will scream and scream and then answer the phone with “Oh hello, how are you today? I’m wonderful.” She’s so hypocritical! I’m tired of feeling like she prefers drugs and facebook over me and my 5 siblings. She shouldn’t have had so many kids if she didn’t want them! My dad has his own set of problems and isn’t around much. I can’t talk to a counselor. My question is, how do I make my mom realize what she is doing to herself and our “family”?

just abuse even though my grandmother raised me she was just as mean as my mother. Honeslty out the too. I would say my grandmoter was the worst she did the nastiest thing. I think my mother WOULD NEVER DO. Anyway one day I asked my grandmother can she ask my mother why she dont love me or treat me so cruel, my grandmother said in a nasty tone you ask her yourself. My grandmother knew I was so, so scared of my mother even just to talk to her. me and my mom never talked I dont know why.

Now my mother is dead and I dont regret asking her, cause I was scared I just wanted to know why didn’t my grandmother wanted to do that for me, and why was she just as mean to me. Do you think she was mean to my mother. I heard my grandmother took me away from my mother so she can always have a check. My grandmother was a drug addict real bad. but why did my mother treated me so bad also.

I’m 16 years old and when I was age 3 I was sent to foster care because of my father who was a drug addict/abuser and not because of my mother. I stayed at my Aunt’s house until one day I was taken out of there and sent to another foster home. I always thought it was because they only wanted us for a little bit. Well I won’t tell you the whole foster care issues…..yet I remember being abused by some of the people who took care of me there. Now anyways after a year or so we were taken out of foster care because my mother got my sister and I back because of talking about things that happened when we were there. My mom told me when I came back from there I was never the same. I have been more angry and there were a lot of issues going on and something wrong with me. Also still to this day she says that’s where she thinks a lot of my problems are from. Anyways since this summer I have been remembering certain things about it but then I don’t really remember being raped/molested by my uncle. My mother told me I was and my father has said it to my sister. Right now as I sit here and think about it all I can remember is being brought to my Uncles room when I was little but nothing else. Sometimes I think maybe my mom is lying but then I don’t. I also believe I could of been molested by others in foster care but I really don’t understand how I can’t strongly remember all this stuff. What should I do? I don’t even know if there was ever any damage done to me. All I know is when I was younger I would make my barbies have sex, one time when I saw a penis in middle school because of this pervie kid it freaked me out and I started crying, I haven’t had sex because when I think about it I feel very wrong and I never really put all these things together until now. All I know this is all hitting me pretty hard right now.
I want to talk about it and get help but I feel so embarrassed. Seriously I never cry maybe a few times a year and I hardly show that I’m sad because I feel weak. Ugh I don’t know.

I would, and I have… there’s been many times when my friends with babies have gotten drunk the night before and can’t breastfeed, or they just don’t feel like doing it… and I’ll pop that bad boy in the babies mouth and feed away.

would you do this?