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songs about have never met my mom?
Friday, November 25th, 2011i have never met my mom, well i have but i was very young. when i was 5, my parents got a divorce so my dad took me to a different country and since then i havent seen her. im 19 now. i dont know why she doesnt come to see me. she was an alcoholic and a drug addict. i dont know if she still is. so please songs comfort me so plz send me a song about this :):) thanks
depression don’t want to die?
Thursday, November 24th, 2011I can’t get off drugs because besides my mom they are all I have, Been addicted for more than a year to oc, ecstasy, and alcohol. I do other drugs occasionally. I’ve suffered from depression for years, been abused emotionally and physically, molested, dad killed himself, addicted to cutting, and can’t afford counseling. The last time I saw my dad alive he strangled me.. Been to a childrens center for cutting twice last year. Only a few days tho. I can’t get over my past. Being taken from my mom for years and seperated from everyone I loved to be abused. Long custody battle that was ended when he strangled me. My friends are all drug addicts and my mom is depressed herself. I’m doomed cuz I can’t do this alone but refuse to talk about it. Everyone is overwhelming me. I dropped out of school without my mom knowing even cuz I can’t care! I just hurt and I have no clue how to get help..I’m sick of being sad and having my friends overwhelm me. None of them really care about me. Just everything is about drugs or gettin messed up? Or trying to get in my pants. My depression won’t leave. I can’t leave my mom tho cuz that is so selfish…How to get help?
I don’t want suicide to continue to be an option.
My life is bad..how would you fix it?
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2011I’m 24 years old and am completely fucking screwed. I’m basically on the verge of homlessness and losing my kids.
I live with my psycho drug addict mom who takes all my money from me. If I don’t give her the money she won’t give me a ride to work…. so I am busting my ass for nothing.
There’s no light at the end of this shitty tunnel. I don’t see things getting better…but worse.
I have no place to live, no car, no money…..no family other than Mom. Friends are gone.
I don’t know what to do anymore….losing hope. I’m just wondering how people get out of bad situations? What would you do to get out of a situation like mine?
BTW… I’m not a drug abuser, I’m educated, work experienced….had a good run, but my luck ran out. Just wanted to say that.
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Monday, November 21st, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Monday, November 21st, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Sunday, November 20th, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
How Can I Get Emancipated?
Saturday, November 19th, 2011My Dad Doesnt Really Want Me Anymore Basically, And I’m Fifteen And Sixteen In 2 Monthes. But Me & My Friend Are Tryin To Get Emancipated And Get An Appartment And Get Jobs And Stuff But We Don’t Know Any Reasons.
I Have Family Problems.
Cant Get Along With My Dad.
And Mom Is A Drug Addict, And I Wanna Live By Myself. I Live In Oklahoma.
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Friday, November 18th, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Thursday, November 17th, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Wednesday, November 16th, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
I’m regressing back to being a baby and I’m 14 I don’t know what to do I cry everyday…do I have a psych prob?
Tuesday, November 15th, 2011This is long but I appricate if you read it. I’m crying so heard I can barely see the keyboard so sorry for any mistakes.
So I’m 14 and I want to get older but I’m regressing into infant behaviors and I feel like I’ve lost my mind.
To begin the story…
I was born of teenager parents, both were drug addicts. Mom shot up herion and smoked meth, dad liked herion and crack cocaine. At 8 months old I was given up for adoption. I don’t remember my real parents but it really hurts that they just threw me away like I was nothing!!!! I shouldn’t even have been born! I am caucasian, and was adopted by an African American mother and a Caucasian dad. They were in their late 20s/early 30s. They couldn’t have children because my adopted mom (Bernice) had ovarian cancer and had a hyserectomy, and she tells me everyday that I was the miricle child that she always wanted. But I have trouble connecting to her because we’re different races. I don’t know why I’m not racist, I mean it’s special right when a mother and daughter look alike? We don’t. I was crying about this the other day and she always tells me I’m always her bioligcal baby to make me feel better. I never knew my real mom, she was taken to a rehab center when I was a few months old. My real dad we had open contact with but haven’t heard from him in years, we aren’t sure if he is dead or is hiding from the law (he’s been in jail for domestic violence and drug possesion) I’m just sooo sooo sad about this!!! Then my boyfriend wants to break up with me because he says I’m clingy and annoying but I can’t help it I just want someone to love me!!!! And I don’t think I’ll find another boy ever again!
I started watching Cailou, my fav childhood show
Then I watched Little Bill, Kipper the Dog, Seseame Street, and Barney and the Sprout Network
I started sucking my thumb
Then I started sleeping with stuffed animals
Then I got my favorite blankey
Then I picked out a favorite stuffed animal. It had no special connection I just won it out of a claw machine a few years ago!
I always want my mommy to hold me
When I’m upset I cry really bad and I hold my cat and bawl
I don’t know what to do my boyfriend says I’m too clingy and when I don’t take my prozac he can tell (I’m on 30 mg) How do I keep him?
And why am I acting like this help me!!!
Will mom get money from sale of house?
Monday, November 14th, 2011My mom left my brother, my dad and me a month back to go live by “herself” but she met someone about 2 days later. She agreed to pay the mortgage on the house every month, and my father found out her bf is a major drug addict, marijuana. Now me father believes the next step my mom will take is not pay the mortgage to support her new family, so we decided we wanted to sell the house, will my mother receive any of that by law? We live in NY State.
I HATE MY DAD and my life.?
Sunday, November 13th, 2011i dont know why shit always happens to me but it does
i got stuck with a terrible dad and drug addict mom
a suicidal sister and a psychopathic step mom
right now i just live with my dad and my sister.
he is always looking for the lastest hookup with his pathetic online dating. TO FAT UGLY CHICKS.
and telling me all the messed up details about his divorce
like how my step mom told him that my half brother might not be his and blah blah it goes on and on
OH and when he found out i wasnt a virgin all hell broke loose.
he told me that he wanted me gone out of the house ( i was 17 at the time) that way i could screw whoever i wanted.
i was in complete shock. its life dad. i had sex with ONE GUY who to this day is still my bf. i didnt commit any crime, i didnt feel like i had done anything wrong.
he made my life hell for weeks.
then i told my stepmom all the things he said to me
and she confronted him about it
and i was accused for “betraying” him.
wtf.
even his sister and mom came over and had this huge talk with me.
he kept saying do you want to move out and stuff
but i never said anything because i was scared to tell him the truth
then one day he just told me to start packing my things
and so i got up and grabbed a bag and he literally freaked out
he grabbed my bag and threw it
basically told me i couldnt leave
and now any little thing that i do
he tries to make it into some big fight.
he thrives on conflict.
like today i was driving and i accidentally hit the curb and he totally went off saying “why did you do that, i knew you were gonna do that”
just egging me on until i snapped at him
and then he said “you think you know everything, you’re the most selfish person i’ve met in my entire life, youre 18 now and its about time you go”
my dad’s side of the family thinks he’s some kind of hero because he “saved” me and my sisters from our mom.
but really he’s an asshole.
my sister is always fighting with her bf. im not even kidding.
every. single. night. she used to cut herself and then she overdosed on some pills and we ahd to take her to the hospital. it was a nightmare.
i can understand why she is this way, our lives suck.
our mom was on meth and beat us cuz she got so aggressive.
she even accused me of stealing 100 dollars from her. i was six years old.
i dont know now how to help her or if she can be helped.
but it’s a very stressful thing to deal with.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i hate my life and i’ve become a very angry person because of it.
im 18 and im going to college in 7 months but thats so long from now.
I NEED ADVICE.
please dont tell me to try and get along with my dad.
i dont want to. im done with him.
Running away!? I need advice?
Saturday, November 12th, 2011I am 17 years old and I am really thinking about running away from home… Everything is going wrong that could go wrong im flunking out of school, my mom is a drug addict, and I cant live with my dad. I live with my drug addict mom at the moment and we are fighting constantly I really cannot live here I am almost 18 I will be in 6 months but I don’t know where I will go for now and what I can do to finish my senior year. Can I go to a shelter and go to a public school without my parents permission? Please help me
Yes I am a christian the bible and church has really helped me… But I still am thinking about moving this house
How to get my step mom to suck it up?
Friday, November 11th, 2011Ok so i hate my step mom. i have tried getting along with her and i cant. she is in short a bitch. and i am about to explode. My dad wont divorce her no matter how many times she goes to jail she is addicted to stealing prescription drugs she is anerexic and balemic and she is ocd about the house beng clean past every spec of dust. she hates me and my sisters she is obviously gold digging wont eat at the table. hardly eats at all. her daughter she raised to be a brt. how do i get rid of her? I am desperate.
Dont be a smaart ass. and i have contiplated suicide because of her. cmon people im serious
Nice thought but my grandpa is dying of cancer he dosnt need ayone else around and my real mom has stolen upwards of 10,000 dollars in coins from me…as well as writing fake checks and other frauds
Was I wrong in telling my mom that I’m not suicidal?
Thursday, November 10th, 2011Today I asked my mom if I could start seeing a psychiatrist because I highly suspect I’m bipolar. She asked me if I got suicidal sometimes or even thought about suicide before (yes, during depressive episodes) and I said no. I convinced her to let me see a psychiatrist, but she already thinks I’m a hypochondriac since I never answer questions like that truthfully (or at least when she asks them, I don’t).
Now, why did I say no? Well my biological father is severe bipolar disorder type 1. He was abusive, a drug addict, an alcoholic, and he and my mom divorced when I was 4. He and I act exactly the same when it comes to the bipolar disorder, so similar that I can tell that my mom sometimes sees him in me… And to be quite honest, it scares me. He was also suicidal during depressive episodes and if I were to say I was suicidal, then my mom would get all sappy and pity me (but I know that she would be scared at the same time).
I know that eventually she will have to know, but I’d rather tell a psychiatrist then have the psychiatrist tell her, rather than me tell her upfront. So all in all, was I wrong in telling her I’m not suicidal??? Should I have told her? Would it be better for her to hear it from me or from a psychiatrist???
Was I wrong in telling my mom that I’m not suicidal?
Thursday, November 10th, 2011Today I asked my mom if I could start seeing a psychiatrist because I highly suspect I’m bipolar. She asked me if I got suicidal sometimes or even thought about suicide before (yes, during depressive episodes) and I said no. I convinced her to let me see a psychiatrist, but she already thinks I’m a hypochondriac since I never answer questions like that truthfully (or at least when she asks them, I don’t).
Now, why did I say no? Well my biological father is severe bipolar disorder type 1. He was abusive, a drug addict, an alcoholic, and he and my mom divorced when I was 4. He and I act exactly the same when it comes to the bipolar disorder, so similar that I can tell that my mom sometimes sees him in me… And to be quite honest, it scares me. He was also suicidal during depressive episodes and if I were to say I was suicidal, then my mom would get all sappy and pity me (but I know that she would be scared at the same time).
I know that eventually she will have to know, but I’d rather tell a psychiatrist then have the psychiatrist tell her, rather than me tell her upfront. So all in all, was I wrong in telling her I’m not suicidal??? Should I have told her? Would it be better for her to hear it from me or from a psychiatrist???
I am freaking out and panicing..need advise..How can I protect my property. I have a drug addicted nephew who?
Wednesday, November 9th, 2011has destroyed everyone’s life stealing multiple items and money from my now dying mom, disabled brother, other brother, and apparently has broken into multiple houses to support his habit and it again homeless and jobless and was hanging around my mom’s house..broke into her house before Christmas last year and was fopund hiding and living in the attic and stole multiple expensive Christmas presents.
He has stolen from me a credit card and changed $1000 before discover, has my social security number or did as he stole my driver’s licence and in my lifetime 5 complete set of keys. He somehow gets in the houses and cars even if locks are changed. I have a shed at my mom’s and he broke dozens of locks anfd it appears he has stolen stuff but I am afraid to look due to him living in it and using the bathoom everywhere in his drugged up state..broke windows and dead squirrels may be in there and I am afraid of the virus they may carry so don’t even know what he took from there..(cont)
it was the gills and a mess and now appears
half full but he claims he threw everything in the back which may be..I can’t see as it is all stacked to the roof due to his moving everything around. Naturally I do not want him in there. He used to be obsessed with guns and made multiple threats to kill everyone in the family. Everyone is terrified of him (he is addicted to oxycontin & possible other drugs. ..his mother has disowned him due to threats by her husband (who isn’t his dad) to divorce her if she helps him in any way (she is wealthy) as the nephew has lid so many times, cheated her of money, she spent thousands trying to get him help..he lies and doesn’t go to treatment..he did just go and claimsd he is off and (as usual) notone will help him..gee I wonder why after he stole so much and lied so much and threatened to kill everyone violently). I doubt if he is off drugs like he claims as he lies all the time.
My mom is dying and has about a month to live of her
prognosis and can’t take his continual begging and stressing and all. Anyway, I went to fireworks with my brother and a picnic and apparently this nephew was in my car..I knew right away as brights were on, radio way up, back light on..my other brother said druggie was in the car as the alarm lights were flashing and a big stack of my papers from the car was on the bench where this kid (in his late 20′s) was sitting and going through..he claimed h was not in the car..I found a purse in the car missing and it was found in my mom’s back yard where this guy slept on the porch..so I know he took it (luckily I took my wallet and purse with me and the purse was empty)..I don’t see these papers my nephew had that my brother said he put in the car just for a couple..those have my address on it..he did not know where I lived but now does. He is skilled at stealing people’s identities as this is what he and an accomplish did when they broke in the housing..the jerk..I hate him. I am terrified
now feeling no safety..I just left my mom as I was preparing some food for tomorrow and it hit me on the way home, he has my address.
I am in my late 50′s and never had a computer until this year. I am disabled and have no way to replace the computer, and printer, vcrs, big stereo birthyday present and two TVs..it took my whole life to get this stuff. I now only have $100 for food and gas and clothers and misc after the bills so obviosly can’t replace stuff hre steals if he comes here and braks in..he knows my cr so can see if I am here or not..what can I do to protect my belongings? He got into my mom’s at christams with two sticks and a lock in the sliding door.
My chain lock was breoken by my apartment so it does not appear too study. I also have a slide lock and live on the first floor so he could break a window..* am worried he may have taken some preapproved credit card forms and might break in to get those activated and ruin my credit. I hate where I live and am locked in
in here for life almost in I don’t get out and I must have good credit to be approved for the subsidizedFFousing I have breen on the list for 16 months for and may get in in the next 2 years..if he ruins my credit then what..I cabn’t stand it here as so small. Please advise. I do not know if I have enough proof to get a restraining order which I was unable to get on shed as it is my mom’s property and she won’t file and now is too sick. I have no money for rehab..he lies and does not go..she is too ill to go get a restraining order and maybe afraid..brother who is guardian said not going cause he wasn’t the victim this time..he almost seems to enjoy freaking me out more..how can I protect my property