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first off, i am 5’1 and 100 lbs.and 15 years old. i know that i am still a low weight, but considering i am very very short, and i gain fat all over, and am very small boned. i need to weigh about 85-90 lbs. please dont answer if you are going to tell me to shut up.
i have gained about 20 lbs due to my bulimia, and i just cant get out of this cycle. a typical binge for me would be:(this is today)
2 cups cereal
1 can whipped cream
enough soymilk for the cereal
5 chocolate chip pancakes w/ butter and syrup
2 slices chocolate cake
a couple meal bars
5 slices of pizza
(this was breakfast)
i purged out only half of all of this

1 whole large package of perogies
about 5tbsp of butter
2 slices of cake
1 package of grapes
(i couldnt purge out any of this and i feel horrible! and completly sick)

this happens like everyday now, the littlest thing i eat sets off a whole binge and i hate it. i dont ever leave the house, and i always miss events, plus im getting bad grades in school- im a straight A student!

i cant tell my mom about this bc i had anorexia last year, and it put her into a big depression and she is still recovering from the shock.

please dont tell me not to worry about it bc its just one day and im still thin. i have gained 20 pounds from this, and its not stopping. please help me and what should i do to feel better??
im a girl……
i cant do that, i just cant:(

My mom just bought tons and tons of sweets and junk food! I mean she bought so much that you could open a whole bakery! And when she came home I almost fell over and told her that I was going to be strong and not binge. Then she said that I was almost too health consincous and to be a kid! I understand what she’s saying but I don’t think she get it. What do I do? I am scared that I am going binge and blow my whole diet! Please give me some advice on what to do!
Also if I burn 500 calories everyday on the treadmill or just by exercising will I lose weight?
Thanks!!!!!!!! :)
Thanks!!!!!!!! :)

The thought has never even crossed my mind before here recently.
I’ve taken seroquel for a bout a year now but i only thought because i was bi-polar.
But this summer i know i got so stoned i thought i was like someone else? like i felt i was trying to be someone? or no. idk. like i cant explain it.. and it happened again too. And now i can get in these moods where i get rlly…………….UP? but like im sad still and i get so angry? and i tell ppl “i feel like i could honesty kill her” and one moment I’ll be fine! and the next i can holor at my mom “im fucking depressed and pissed off leave me the fuck alone or i will do something” but it just happens. now im on my medicine again. i take it off and on bc i am bulimic and i hate the fact it makes me eat so I’ll kinda binge for like 3 or 4 days and then I’lll get so depressed and isolated my mom sees im not taking it…….so ill take it again and about a week later the same problem occurs. i know i need to see a doctor but we dont have the money right now. and also i want to up my medicine i am at 50 xr but it doesnt even work I USED TOO take 100! but i want to up it toooo like 200 idk if they have 150???! i just know i took 300 the other day &&&&&&&&&& i felt the extended release!!! omg. just help, advice, anyone?!?!
oh. and could me not taking my seroquel properly contribute (well i know it can) but could it rlly make someone schitzo? plz help! 100000 points lol

I have been bulimic for almost 3 years now.

Last night i had a break down because i have been binging and purging for 4 days in a row and it was getting me down.
When i binge and purge for one day i wont be too upset over it because i feel like it is fine to “treat” myself for one day.
See, i restrict to 0-500 calories per day usually, but lately have been binging and purging a lot and when i binge and purge too much i feel fatter then ever, gross, dirty, weak, like a failure.
So i broke down crying to my mom last night and she is going to try to get me on antidepressants.
My question is…Are there any antidepressants that reduce appetite?
I heard some actually cause weight gain…but obviously i don’t want that.
I also heard Prozac is given to help bulimics stop binging…thus not purge.
Any ideas which antidepressants could help me most? (I.E…reduce appetite)
I wish i was ready for recovery, but i feel i need to reach 100pounds before i could consider it
:-\
My mom knows.
My family knows about my ED, but they think it’s a phase

im 14

i am struggling with my weight, i eat barely anything for a week and then binge and pile the weight back on, i need to be thin… i have tried healthy eating and exercise but i feel so guilty after i eat its unbearable…

and my mom is never there for me anymore, nor is my dad, and my brother is moving away in a few days. me and my moms boyfriend don’t get on, he is a nasty man. he has swore at me before, pushed me around and generally makes me feel small and worthless. my mom takes his side.

im getting suicidal thoughts again, i don’t want to go on being this ugly fat and worthless…

i’ve been trying to recover from bulimia/anorexia for quite some time now.
im a 17 year old female, 5’7, and about 102lbs.

now, i’ve been trying to gain some weight seeing as i have a doctors appt on friday. i’ve been having oats for breakfast, yogurt for lunch, a nice dinner, and some snacks here and there.
Today, i feel like i went WAY overboard.
i feel like my body is going to store so much fat.

today i ate:
a small bowl of oatmeal with banana, strawberries, a dollop of yogurt and some maple syrup.
not bad! then, at lunch i had a greek yogurt (140 cals) with a little bit of granola, and about 1/3 cup of dried fruit and nuts.

Then, everything went downhill. i got home from school, ate (not quite a binge) and purged.

i also sampled a few bites of the chicken my mom made for dinner, but didnt purge that. along with a few doritos.
i had dinner after my 1 hour long pilates class, and i didnt eat too much of it.

but then, i had lots of cookies, nutella, peanut butter, cereal, and all this junk! i couldnt get out everything when i tried to purge, so i feel like its all sitting in me sticking to my insides like fat.
i feel horrible.

will i gain weight/see more fat on my body?

I just want to know what other moms think, my daughter is almost 1 now and i just thought i get some other moms opinion on eating habits.

When I was growing up my mother restricted all junk food up until I was in school. I just remember not being able to have any sort of sweets like juice, cookies, candies you name it. I knew all kids were having it but I wasnt allowed to. At one point when she gave me juice she would mix so much water in there that you can barely even taste sugar. From young I became food obsessed. When I entered junior high, I went nuts. I ate everything and anything. My mom had no control over it what so ever because i was at school or playing with friends after school. In high school I experienced major eating disorder. I was binge eater. Since that point on i battled with my weight issue. I dont want to blame my mother for doing what she thought it was best for me. But i feel that she went some what overboard.

I promised myself that my daughter wont have to stand where I did growing up. No matter how much i want to try to give her what I didnt have young i just cant. I must say that I have became a health freak my own mother. As much as I dont want to I just cant control myself from being so stricted.

What really is the right boundary??

I’m a 17 year old guy I’m 5’10 & I weigh 125 pounds, I’ve had horrible eating patterns since grade 9 & I used to be so skinny that my ribs were completely visible and I wasn’t even aware of it like I wasn’t intentionally starving myself but I just can’t eat food, my mom took me to the doctors after that and I realized how unhealthy I was and I smartened up and got to 136lbs and was healthy but now I feel like I’m even worst then I was in grade 9, now im 125 & just the other day I had a doctors appointment & I knew my weight was bad cause I partied for a couple days straight so I had to binge eat to gain some weight so my doctor wouldnt think something was going on and when he weighed me he said that my weight has dropped by 2 pounds since my last visit a year ago… Im 17 & have been the same weight for a year???? I feel so guilty and i cant beleive that im letting this happen to myself i absolutly hate my weight and i feel like im a weak joke compared to my freinds who are healthy and have muscle, & lately so many people have been commenting on my weight an its stressing me out so much like everyone at work is constantly telling me that im to skinny my aunt said i am too and my grandma also told me she is worried about me and now my mom is mad again cause she thinks im starving myself on purpose & this makes me depressed and makes me feel like a joke, but i just cant eat i just dont like food i dont know what it is but i just cant get myself to eat regulalry Even today I’ve only had a redbull a junior chicken from mcdonalds and a hot dog for supper & I’m constantly lieing about what I eat when my mom or anyone else asks me what I’ve eaten in a day & Im really embarrases because usually only girls have things like this happen to them .. I want to be healthy so bad!! I thought eating disorders were when u starve urself cuz u think ur fat but I don’t think I’m fat!! I just can’t eat!! What is wrong with me & how can I get healthy.

So i have an 11 month old son and his father and i split up 7 months ago.
His father was a bit abussive towards me and told me he didnt love me and wanted my son and i to move out so we did. The first few months were hard as he just completely backed off and didnt pay much attention to being a father to our son.
He was living at our old place and i was giving him overnights every other weekend or more so whenever he asked.
He than moved into his mothers 3 months ago. His mother is rapoid-cycling bipolar and is an alcoholic. I never felt comfortable staying at her house when my ex and i were together as she tried to kill herself after a drinking binge on my exs 25th birthday when i was 8 months pregnant. I was the only sober one and i was left to deal with eveything. Most recently she left a voivemail completely intoxicated saying what a whore i am and saying that our son gave her herpes.
After that message i was not comfortable allowing our son to stay there over night. I discussed these matters with my lawyer and had our agreement pulled due to my lawyer saying she didnt feel comfortable with it either.
My ex and i were trying to get along and i said i would come to his moms to see if it was comfortable for me to have my son stay there. I still did not feel comfortable but my ex told me i was being a bad mother and not putting our son in my best interest by not allowing him to stay overnight there so i tried it once. my son came back throwing up and it took me 3 days to get him back onto schedule.
My ex and i are fighting again and he is demanding over nights at his mothers every other weekend. I am happy my ex wants to see our son and make an effort to be in his life but i just dont feel comfortable with my son staying over night as his mother tends to drink all night long.
I just wrote him an email stating that he can have our son every single saturday but not overnight and that will make up for the day he is missing on his over night visists. I said that he could have our son over night when he has his own place which is supposed to be in a month.
Am i being unfair by doing this? Am i being a bad mom? Does it seem as thoiugh i am trying ot keep our son from hima nd his mom? Any opinions would be helpful. Its been very hard for me and i just dont know what to do. My family and friends agree that i should not be giving overnights but he makes me feel as though i am doing something terribly wrong:(

Additional info to make things fair from both sides: My ex does pay child support and does on time.
I have often called him a dead beat dad when he does not participate as a father as much as i feel he should.
I feel he makes decisions based on his hatred towards me and not in the best interest of our son.
He has said that he requests that i write up a letter saying he doesnt have to pay child support and he will disappear as he doesnt want to deal with me for 18 years.
We have both exchanged many horrible words in rage of anger.
he has told my family members that he hates me for making the decision to keep our son and i feel that has an affect on how he acts as a father (is that wrong?)

Im 14 years old.Im 110lb 5’6
Two years ago i was anorexic but somehow i started to binge&purge,that’s when this nightmare began.
Firstly i was doing that 3 times a week,then it get worse and i started to throw up every day.Very soon my mom found out about it and took me to the psychiatrist who get me to the hospital for addicts.I was there 2 weeks and i was doing good.But when i came home it started again,even worse,i lied that i am healed because i was afraid..I was spending all my money on food and stalked money from my mom to buy it..I started to throw up 3 or more times a day..My mom became so depressed because she couldn’t help me so she gave up,she would sometimes tell me that she doesn’t have money for anything because she constantly buyes food for me…month ago i started modeling for one very famous agency and things became EVEN worse..Today i binged and purged 8 times,i have spend 20e for food today and emptied the fridge so its empty like always..i just cant stop feel like there is devil in me who wont top util he kills me..Please help me,i appriciate any honest help
x

I feel so different.
I’m normal, but i’m not.
Lol, I don’t know what my deal is.
I have a mild form of ocd.
I think it’s mild, atleast.
My mom’s taken me to see if I was crazy before.. because my ocd was so weird.
I don’t know if I have a mild form of shizofrenia (skitzofrenia) too or what..
I’ve actually never even considered that before just now, lol wow.
I will like talk to… nothing because there MIGHT, just MIGHT be something there.
That’s how I think too.
I’m so confused.
And yes, I have smoked pot before.. lmfao.
I thought this way when i was like 2 though.
I have forever.
My dad passed away when I was 7.
So I dont know…..
I do believe in paranormal.
What is wrong with me?
You know that feeling when like, you have to poop.. but youre holding it in because youre in a class or something?
Well, I like that feeling… lmfaorofl.
Also, when I do poop, (excuse the crudity..lol) I dont find it gross at all to take it out, and look at it.
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I’ve even like, tasted it before.
I just put it on the tip of my tounge, and like bit it.. it was so gross.
Lol.!
But yeah, that’s another thing that makes me think… am I crazy?
Or is that just like a mild, weird form of being turned on my poop?
I know, I thought it was weird when i first heard that too.
I think I have the perfect midnt o be a big time scientist.
I’m a scorpio, so can someone tell me if that means anything?
I’m honestly, really miniuplative.

Also, the scorpio is the sex sign.. and I used to hateeee myself for knowing what that was when i was like 5.. i wanted to die because i hated knowing that. It grossed me out soo bad.. but yet i was honestly humping my bed post because it felt good.
38 minutes ago

If you need to know, I am 14 years old, but I look around 18.. and i dont feel 14.
5’8 1/2.
25 minutes ago

My mom took me to the doctor guy whe n i was like 11.
But I ony went once, and he didnt get anything out of me.
I was so confused back then.. didnt even know what my ocd was.
My mom told me a while ago that she had a mild form of ocd when she was a child herself, but what she said that stuck with me was “I know what you’re going through, you aren’t alone”

In my heart i dont think im crazy, i think im different.
A crazy person doesnt think, or know that theyre crazy.. so that couldnt be the case.. could it?
I honestly do not think that i am crazy.. just different.
But I might be crazy.. it’s undeniably secure in my mind.
I dont know who I am.
Also, I eat alotttt at night.
I used to stay up until 7 in the morning eating and watching tv, and being on the computer in my room.. but now im back on schedulle.
I dont look that fat at all.
Just a little chubby i guess you could say, but i get hit on by EVERONE i meet.
guy OR girl.. lmfao i love it.
21 minutes ago

Also, I ued to be and still am determined to become an actress.. amous, or well known one.
I was going to mvoe to l.a. when i turn 20.
after 2 years of college.
Now that i think about it, the last 2 years of my life have been denial.
I kept telling myself that i can wait until im skinny to do any plays or anything.. and then i keep holding off on the gym, for some stupid reason.. and binge some days, and just not eat somedays.
I was convinced that I would be successful at acting, and dont need a baclup plan.
I have been told many many many times by even people who hate me that i am a very good actress, adn dont knwo how a girl my age could act like that.
I can cry on cue, very easy.. and lots of other things.
But.. now I’m starting to think it’s denial.
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Oh, by the way, I AM NOT A GUY!

She’s 42, lives with my mom and her son and she also has bi-polar disorder. My mother is fed up because she’s listening to my sister puke her guts up after every binge meal. she’s gone from 128 lbs to 86 lbs in the past year and getting worse. She is in therapy, but she refuses to tell her therapist about this problem, because she doesn’t see it as a problem, she tells my mom, it’s her body and stay out of her business, she’s an adult and all, but she’s also my best friend and every time I mention something about bulimia, she plays stupid and pretends she doesn’t have it. She knows the risks, she knows everything, my mom had brought home pamphlets, talked to her doctor, but the doctor told her to call the crisis hotline. He didn’t do anything. I fear for her life, she’s already had so many physical aliments that have led to surgery these past six months. I’m afraid she’s going to die right in front of us and there’s nothing we can do.
She’s killing herself and doesn’t see it as a problem. I know you can help anyone who doesn’t want it, but is there any advice you can give me on what to say to her?
edit..I know you can’t help anyone who doesn’t want it

I’ve been trying to go on a diet thats workable for the past 2 months…
They’ve all failed me because I ALWAYS binge on the third day!

Anyways, now I’m on a healthy diet w/lean meats, a lot of veggies and fruits etc.
I try to stay around 1,200 calories a day so I tend to plan my meals out ahead of time.

BUT the problem is always around dinner. My mom always makes dinner for my siblings and I (3 brothers). I love her to death but she always makes packaged fried foods, burgers, french fries, etc…
My brothers love it and so do I but I can’t eat it w/a diet.

When I tell her no thanks, she gets sort of offended and at the table my brothers start to pick on me and my eating saying I’m “anorexic.”

PLEASE help, I don’t know how to stay on a diet and please my mom at the same time!! My family has been through a lot of stress especially my mom and it means so much to her if I eat w/her meaning the same foods….

Please answer! Thanks!!!

I feel so different.
I’m normal, but i’m not.
Lol, I don’t know what my deal is.
I have a mild form of ocd.
I think it’s mild, atleast.
My mom’s taken me to see if I was crazy before.. because my ocd was so weird.
I don’t know if I have a mild form of shizofrenia (skitzofrenia) too or what..
I’ve actually never even considered that before just now, lol wow.
I will like talk to… nothing because there MIGHT, just MIGHT be something there.
That’s how I think too.
I’m so confused.
And yes, I have smoked pot before.. lmfao.
I thought this way when i was like 2 though.
I have forever.
My dad passed away when I was 7.
So I dont know…..
I do believe in paranormal.
What is wrong with me?
You know that feeling when like, you have to poop.. but youre holding it in because youre in a class or something?
Well, I like that feeling… lmfaorofl.
Also, when I do poop, (excuse the crudity..lol) I dont find it gross at all to take it out, and look at it.
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I’ve even like, tasted it before.
I just put it on the tip of my tounge, and like bit it.. it was so gross.
Lol.!
But yeah, that’s another thing that makes me think… am I crazy?
Or is that just like a mild, weird form of being turned on my poop?
I know, I thought it was weird when i first heard that too.
I think I have the perfect midnt o be a big time scientist.
I’m a scorpio, so can someone tell me if that means anything?
I’m honestly, really miniuplative.

Also, the scorpio is the sex sign.. and I used to hateeee myself for knowing what that was when i was like 5.. i wanted to die because i hated knowing that. It grossed me out soo bad.. but yet i was honestly humping my bed post because it felt good.
38 minutes ago

If you need to know, I am 14 years old, but I look around 18.. and i dont feel 14.
5’8 1/2.
25 minutes ago

My mom took me to the doctor guy whe n i was like 11.
But I ony went once, and he didnt get anything out of me.
I was so confused back then.. didnt even know what my ocd was.
My mom told me a while ago that she had a mild form of ocd when she was a child herself, but what she said that stuck with me was “I know what you’re going through, you aren’t alone”

In my heart i dont think im crazy, i think im different.
A crazy person doesnt think, or know that theyre crazy.. so that couldnt be the case.. could it?
I honestly do not think that i am crazy.. just different.
But I might be crazy.. it’s undeniably secure in my mind.
I dont know who I am.
Also, I eat alotttt at night.
I used to stay up until 7 in the morning eating and watching tv, and being on the computer in my room.. but now im back on schedulle.
I dont look that fat at all.
Just a little chubby i guess you could say, but i get hit on by EVERONE i meet.
guy OR girl.. lmfao i love it.
21 minutes ago

Also, I ued to be and still am determined to become an actress.. amous, or well known one.
I was going to mvoe to l.a. when i turn 20.
after 2 years of college.
Now that i think about it, the last 2 years of my life have been denial.
I kept telling myself that i can wait until im skinny to do any plays or anything.. and then i keep holding off on the gym, for some stupid reason.. and binge some days, and just not eat somedays.
I was convinced that I would be successful at acting, and dont need a baclup plan.
I have been told many many many times by even people who hate me that i am a very good actress, adn dont knwo how a girl my age could act like that.
I can cry on cue, very easy.. and lots of other things.
But.. now I’m starting to think it’s denial.
16 minutes ago

Oh, by the way, I AM NOT A GUY!

We can’t have a baby and it is devastating. 5 people where I work are pregnant and it is like a slap in my face when other coworkers bring in their newborn babies. Which happens 2 to 3 times a week because I work for a rather large company and they are family oriented.

On top of that, most of my friends on FB can’t stop showing off their baby photos and it makes me get angry and want to cry at the same time.

It is also a rough time because my mom and I are not speaking. She was abusive to me physically, mentally, and emotionally…I thought this was normal before my husband (then bf) helped me see that I did not deserve to be treated that way. I talked with my mom still, even made her bridesmaid at my wedding (she asked and I couldn’t say no) but I drew the line when he insulted my husbands race (he is mexican) and threatened to leave the reception if they didn’t get a whole table for their family…so my husbands parents moved just so my parents could have their own table and it broke my husbands heart.

This among other things lead me to stop talking to my mom…

How do I deal with this rough mothers day?? I’m laying in bed depressed out of my mind wondering if I should start binge eating again (I stress eat when I am upset which is how I gained 20 lbs)
We can’t have baby bc we are not in the right financial position. We live in a crummy apt complex and I got laid off from a high paying job. My new job does not pay as much and health inurance is thru the roof so I had to sette for HSA
Its financial not physical

I’m 12, so I haven’t had a lot of life experience. I know. And I know that I’m becoming a teenager and my parents are trying to cope with their baby girl growing up. The problem is, I attempted suicide and had to go to the hospital for 5 days. After I came back, all my mom does is yell at me and all my dad does is put me down. My older brother, who is 18 and the only boy, gets everything he wants. An iPad, laptop, car, money, everything. And my sister, whose 32, is constantly praised and she’s my parents’ world. But I don’t get it. They just seem to dislike me a lot.. My dad is really sick and my mom works at night. My mom complains about everything that doesn’t suit her fancy and my dad gets mad every time something doesn’t go his way. They constantly put me down and comment about my weight and my binge eating problems. So does my brother, but I always get in trouble for his comments. Why do they not appreciate anything I do?

i’m a 14 year old girl, and lately i’ve been feeling like i might have been sexually abused when i was younger. i don’t know why i didn’t consider it before, because when i think back to the things i used to do, i feel like something must have happened.
i was completely potty trained from ages 2-4, but when i was 5 or 6 i started wetting the bed again, and sometimes peeing my pants, and that continued on until i turned 12, when i stopped. it’s very confusing to me why i would be completely potty trained for 3 years, and then suddenly… not?
another strange thing is i used to enjoy acting like a baby at my mom’s house, but not at my dad’s (they’ve been separated since i was 2). i would ask her to run my bath, dry me, bring me food, make my bed, clean my room, basically just baby me, while at my dad’s i had been having my baths by myself from about age 4, i ate my food at the table, made my bed by myself from age 8, always cleaned my room by myself, but once i was at my mom’s i acted like a 2 year old, talking in a baby voice, making her do everything for me or i would throw a tantrum because i felt threatened, and this continued on until a couple years ago.
when i was about 4 years old i started acting out sexual scenes with my stuffed animals, making them touch me, say sexual things to me, and that continued until i was about 9 or 10.
i also have a lot of issues with eating and body image, i’ve had binge eating disorder since i was 10 years old, and sometimes i get the urge to make myself throw up, not necessarily because i’ve eaten too much, but usually when i feel panicked, and making myself throw up calms me down.
i also don’t remember very much from age 4 to age 9, i only have a couple memories.
anyway, what set this off was about a month ago me and my mom were talking and we realized i didn’t remember huge things from my childhood, such as places i used to go every day for years, or people i knew very well, and i’m now wondering, is it possibly i was sexually abused, even if i don’t remember it?

We can’t have a baby and it is devastating. We are not in a financial position to have one, which is why. We live in a crummy apt complex and I got laid off from a high paying job and my new job doesn’t pay nearly as well, and I’m getting an HSA bc their regular insurance is extremely expensive.

5 people where I work are pregnant and it is like a slap in my face when other coworkers bring in their newborn babies. Which happens 2 to 3 times a week because I work for a rather large company and they are family oriented.

On top of that, most of my friends on FB can’t stop showing off their baby photos and it makes me get angry and want to cry at the same time.

It is also a rough time because my mom and I are not speaking. She was abusive to me physically, mentally, and emotionally…I thought this was normal before my husband (then bf) helped me see that I did not deserve to be treated that way. I talked with my mom still, even made her bridesmaid at my wedding (she asked and I couldn’t say no) but I drew the line when he insulted my husbands race (he is mexican) and threatened to leave the reception if they didn’t get a whole table for their family…so my husbands parents moved just so my parents could have their own table and it broke my husbands heart.

This among other things lead me to stop talking to my mom…

How do I deal with this rough mothers day?? I’m laying in bed depressed out of my mind wondering if I should start binge eating again (I stress eat when I am upset which is how I gained 20 lbs)

What is the chance I’ll need a pacemaker someday—

I’m 24–5’8–140 lbs–eat very healthy, no sweets, limit of salt–whole wheat foods–started exercising 4 times a week. The only bad thing is I drink 1-2 times a week (on weekends)–and I smoke cigerettes while drinking which is on weekends–I’ve been trying to quit the binge drinking b/c I have aniexty (hence the question I’m asking) and the alcohol increases it. I don’t smoke unless i”m drunk but it’s still bad.

Okay–my blood pressure is always low (well it’s normal for me b/c it’s always in same range, but for others it may be considered low)–and I can’t remember the numbers–my mom said it’s b/c I’m a relaxed person and don’t carry a lot of stress…anyways my pulse is usually mid 70′s (b/c I’m a hypocondriac I check it frequently).

My question is what’s the chance of me needing a pacemaker someday? See, my maternal grandfather died of heart problems (he had two bypass surgeries–in his 60′s–but that was in the 80′s and my mom said things have greatly changed)…and my maternal grandmother has a pacemaker..so both of my mom’s parents have heart related problems….my dad’s parents do not have heart problems…

Do you think that my low bp and my low pulse is an indicator that I will need a pacemaker someday?

Is there a way I can increase my blood pressure?

My number 1 fear is dying of a heart problem b/c it can happen in a blink of an eye and I won’t be able to say good-bye to anyone.

Sorry if I’m rambling….I know this is a silly question but it’s always on my mind…I’ve been to the ER so many times that the next time I go they will make me stay overnight and I don’t want to take any aniexty medicine b/c I don’t like medicine in my body.

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I think I’m worried that b/c I have low heartbeats and my bp is low that my heart isn’t pumping enough and it will just stop one day…it’s horrible.

What is the chance I’ll need a pacemaker someday—

I’m 24–5’8–140 lbs–eat very healthy, no sweets, limit of salt–whole wheat foods–started exercising 4 times a week. The only bad thing is I drink 1-2 times a week (on weekends)–and I smoke cigerettes while drinking which is on weekends–I’ve been trying to quit the binge drinking b/c I have aniexty (hence the question I’m asking) and the alcohol increases it. I don’t smoke unless i”m drunk but it’s still bad.

Okay–my blood pressure is always low (well it’s normal for me b/c it’s always in same range, but for others it may be considered low)–and I can’t remember the numbers–my mom said it’s b/c I’m a relaxed person and don’t carry a lot of stress…anyways my pulse is usually mid 70′s (b/c I’m a hypocondriac I check it frequently).

My question is what’s the chance of me needing a pacemaker someday? See, my maternal grandfather died of heart problems (he had two bypass surgeries–in his 60′s–but that was in the 80′s and my mom said things have greatly changed)…and my maternal grandmother has a pacemaker..so both of my mom’s parents have heart related problems….my dad’s parents do not have heart problems…

Do you think that my low bp and my low pulse is an indicator that I will need a pacemaker someday?

Is there a way I can increase my blood pressure?

My number 1 fear is dying of a heart problem b/c it can happen in a blink of an eye and I won’t be able to say good-bye to anyone.

Sorry if I’m rambling….I know this is a silly question but it’s always on my mind…I’ve been to the ER so many times that the next time I go they will make me stay overnight and I don’t want to take any aniexty medicine b/c I don’t like medicine in my body.

:-/
I think I’m worried that b/c I have low heartbeats and my bp is low that my heart isn’t pumping enough and it will just stop one day…it’s horrible.