i think my mom knows I’m bulimic.. pleaasaseeee help?
Thursday, September 30th, 2010my mom found my diet pills. all of them. and my laxatives. and in the drawer where i keep my diet pills I also pro ana stuff and models cut out and my food diary and like things I’ve written that are not very positive. I know I have a problem. It’s gotten pretty bad. But honestly I can’t imagine stopping. I try so hard to not binge but then I just end up not eating enough and then I binge and then I’ll eat normally and still binge.. after every binge there’s a purge. And she’s going to make me see someone. I don’t know if i can handle that. this is my secret and i want to keep it that way. i don’t think this is something that talking about it will help. when i kind of talked about my actions to one of my friends i felt better but I can’t talk about the feelings. I’m like crying right now because I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do. What am i supposed to say when she confronts me about it?
btw she found and TOOK my diet pills