How to do you binge eating/bulimia?
Monday, September 6th, 2010Hi I’m 15 and I have binge eating disorder. I haven’t been diagnosed with it from a doctor, but that because I’m just to ashamed to tell anyone, only my sister knows. I’m addicted to food. I have a serious addiction to food. I’m called skinny all the time though. And this is because most of the food I do eat ends up being thrown up. And every couple of days, I stave myself for about four days and then binge for days afterwords. And right now, I’m in that cycle where I’ve been eating serious amount for the past three days. But seriously, I ate so much in the past three days that I seriously feel sick, physically and mentally. I ate so much yesterday and today but I didn’t throw any of it up. I do this thing where I don’t eat all day and then just binge on everything. And if I binge I feel uncomfortable going out anywhere because I feel gross and disgusted. I ate bascailly all the candy my mom bought for the trick or treaters. And since I ate I can’t go out. But I really want to. It’s not fair. I hate this so much. I was suppsed to go to a party today. It’s halloween but I stayed in. Because my food addiction and discusting habits have been kicking in lately so bad. I can’t do this anymore. I want to go out right now, I’d be out right now with my friends but I feel to discusting. How you do you stop a food addition, binge eating, and bulimia? I feel sick.