We will help you get your mom off drugs!

Before i can get to now i have to go back to my past and share what has already happened, which plays a major role in the present.

I lost my first baby to his father, i was using drugs but didn’t become physically addicted, until children services and the baby’s dad fought for custody, and i could handle the fight, i tried but they made me feel so horrible for doing drugs about 5 times during my pregnancy that i believed i didn’t deserve him and he was better off without me and it broke my heart. I fell into a deep depression and starting using Opiates, pain pills, everyday and Higher and higher dosage so i wouldn’t feel the pain of losing my son. Needless to say 2 years later i cant go more than 5 hour w/o having to do some how dosage of pain medicine else i get sick and after 15 hours im in full blown with drawls

I never meant for it to get so bad, but when the with drawls hit its so painful i cant take it and that scares me Lets just say for on-line purposes i have to do a very strong and addicting opulent 4-6 times a day and no longer get “the buzz” i dint want one, but i do it so im not sick.

I Just found out Im a lil over two months pregnant and im scared to death. I want this baby, but i don’t want to hurt him or her ,and want my son back, but im scared if i tell someone im a drug addict and need help that, their going to take the baby away from me, and i honestly could not go through that again, i have never felt so much heartache as i did when they took my son away from me, and children’s services were mean to me, my case worker favored the father, she didn’t want to help me and i wasn’t even physically addicted yet and look Wit they did.

Two failed at temps at rehab, but i want to get clean , i want to be better and live life the way i should and not have to resolve it around if im going to have pain medication or not and if not then i cant do it.

I want this baby, i want a second chance with my first baby, i want to be the good mother i always could of been. Im not a bad person ,just went down the wrong road and i cant find my way back.

This is a hard drug /opi/ pain killer to get off of , and even harder cuz im pregnant, but i want help and im scared their just say o another drug addicted mother how could she live with herself and take my baby and never help me.

I dont know who to call, where to go , or what to do, and i have no medical insurence , please someone i need some hard advice .

P.S- If you feel the need to say something horrible and awful to me dont, i have already said and thought them all to myself, but im speaking out now and i want/need someone to help me.

-LosT & ScAreD

P.S- I think the reason i even started useingg drugs was to forget the pain and heartach i felt from the way men would treat me.I have been physically abused, emotionally abused and sexual abuse, i have gone through those with more than one guy, and more than one time my dad, the men i fall in love with./ My dad would hit me, i have had boyfriends choke and rape me, and the person i love now hits me and verbaly abuses me and he says it my fault cuz of my addiction,. Two days ago he punched me in my stomach , busted my lips and punched me in the sdide of my face/ The reason at that moment, i wanted to finish my toast before rushing to meet his dad somewhere.

I hardly ever get full and it tends to make me binge a lot .
the worst thing is my mom makes super greasy fatty mexican food, and i just keep eating and eating. im 5’4 and 135 pounds. =(

I am 13 years old and my mom is a alcoholic. She is very mean. She has been arrest twice for DUI and my dad just pays it. She says it is a disease. She quite drinking for 16 years and she started again. She is so mean she hurts my dad. Me and my dad usually leaves for a day and come back when she is sober.She wont stop she makes me mad.Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My dad doesnt help.He loves her to much.He will never get a divorice.

I don’t remember much of it at all. Just that it’s around a 7th or 8th grade reading level. A man feels the need to fill a void in his life so he adopts a child. An indian baby that was born to a mother that drank during the pregnancy. The baby was born w/ some kind of syndrome but I can’t remember was it was called. I remember at the end that the boy is grown up and on his own but still having difficulties. The man is sitting down at the restaurant the during the boy’s lunch break and he can’t get over how the boy likes to eat boiled eggs w/ salt but can remember to put it on w/o being reminded. Lol, this is probably weird but I really can’t think of another way to figure this out. Thanks in advance for any advice or help w/ this!

My brother is disabled due to a brain tumor that blew up in the lower middle part of his brain. My mother was his primary care giver. She died. A few months later, my Dad married a woman who has nearly cleaned him out financially. Transferred family property out of state, converted property to cash placed in out of state banks. She has moved my Dad out of the state, away from his family and friends, he is 75+, was in good health, now in failing health due to alcoholism. She intercepts all of his phone calls, and all of his mail, pours him another drink. The one time that we visited for Christmas, she accused my sister, me, and our children of stealing a diamond ring, which turned up after we left– in her bath robe pocket. No apology ever offered. She makes us so uncomfortable that we don’t want to visit. She fights with everyone. I am willing to walk away, but I am wondering if there is anyway to protect my brother’s financial future, my mom would have wanted it.

Does Heroin have amphetamines in it?

My sister has been doing Heroin for years. She’s been in & out of rehab several times. For the past 6 months she has been living with my Mother. The family thought she was finally clean, but she had us fooled. My mother drug tested her & the results came back positive for Amphetamines, but she also takes adderall. Today she came to me and said she has been using Heroin and now wants to go to detox. I’m taking her down to detox today, but for future references, does Heroin have amphetamines in it? So we know what to look for in case she was to relapse.

I have so much to live up to. In honor of Mother’s Day, I won’t reveal her identity.

There is this girl named britney in my town she’s 17 years old and has a 1 year old son. britney and her family have a bad reputation Basically they are well known for causing problems. britney’s mother is a alcoholic who doesn’t have a problem watching her grandson while under the influence. britney’s father committed suicide when she was young sadly although who could blame him, after all that family is trouble. her two brothers are in and out of jail… anyway recently Child Protective Services took her son in their custody because she was snorting prescription pills, smoking crack, and possibly shooting heroin, her son tested positive for drugs.. and because the family is unstable the boy will probably go to a adoption agencie since britney doesn’t know who fathered her son. will she get into trouble for having drugs in her son’s system?
will the mother be sent to juvenile intill she’s 21?
The mother neglects her child by not watching him properly. she takes him out without dressing him warmly Not putting a jacket on him, or hat and gloves. she takes her son out for a walk 2:00 in the morning and later then that strolling him arould when she has no business being out in the first place. she starts fights with people and becomes very violent in front of her son, (she’ll fight another person with her son there)
Because we live in a small town basically everyone is in everybody else’s business therefore rumors are spreading about her alot. of course Child Protective Services did take her child but people are talking about why they took him from her. she deserved it she shouldn’t have children when she can’t even take care of herseif, britney will probably grow up and be just like her mother a alcoholic with four more misfits as children just like her siblings.

When my husband was a child he grew up in a home filled with drugs. All kinds. His mother’s and step father’s drug of choice was speed/meth. His step father was abusive to my husband until the step father was caught hurting my husband ( who was o became only 13) and the step father was arrested. He used to find his mother’s drugs and pipes and flush them or break them, but eventually he became curious and tried himself. He became addicted. He was taken away from his mother at 15 and placed with his aunt. He became clean. We have been going out for years as teens. When we hit 20 we married. We had one baby girl and at that point he got a job that was graveyard shift. He fell back into drugs. He said it was due to stress and feeling that he needed to be able to stay up to work. I am a person who has lived a somewhat sheltered life, never done any drugs or drank or even had a cigarette so i didn’t see the subtle clues he was using again. I never thought he’d go back. When I did realize what was happening i left him and said he had to chose what life he wanted. Drugs or our family in one home. He quit. We moved away from his mom who still uses. I later had another baby, this time a boy. Soon after I caught him red handed using. This time i said he has to do more than promise me it wouldn’t happen again. I asked him to do out patient rehab and marriage counseling. As part of the rehab he cannot drink or do any drugs. He has slipped and drank 3 nights in less than 2 weeks. The meeting scheduled today he told me he was leaving to there but he went to his moms instead. I called his council er and found out he skipped class he admitted he went to his moms but swears he didn’t do anything but hang out. I don’t know what to do. I love him, he seems to want to stop, but weak willed, hes the father of my children. i asked him to leave for the night but what do i do next?

I’m 32 and am living with her at the moment. She is 55. But I feel like I can’t be me real/true self here at home. I moved back here with here a few years ago when my dad died.

So what should I do??

Any suggestions/advice???

what are the steps they would have to go through… is that enough to get out?

My mom is doing drugs?! Please help me identify this pill?!?
So, in my mother’s bottle of citalopram, an antidepressant, there’s a blue capsule pill marked “CKD”. It’s cheap plastic, and i unscrewed it open like nothing (I can’t tell if it’s a pill, or just a capsule meant to hold something. Inside the pill is a very pale pink, fine powder.

What is this drug?

She’s definitely addicted to her prescriptions; she takes citalopram, buspirone, ubiquinol and other prescription drugs. This pill is just found in her citalopram bottle. She keeps unbelievably large stashes of them with empty bottles of rum in her file cabinet.

Evey time I need alcohol for a party my mom gets my alcohol. Although she always refuses to buy me beer. I try to explain that it is just about the same thing. How do I convince my mom to buy me beer?

By the way im not a little kid. Im 19