I’m fat, ugly, unemployed, friendless, addicted to drugs, and i steal from my sick mother…?
August 14th, 2010
I’m pretty much the most awful human being you can imagine and all I think of is jumping off of a building or laying down on railroad tracks. I hate myself.
Not really a question, I just don’t have anyone in my life to bounce ideas off of.
This is the most honest communication of any kind I have made in the past 3 or 4 years.
Go talk to a therapist ,
In a serious matter like this .
its never to late to change your life.
Don’t kill yourself. You sound liek a horrible person and you need help. Get in contact with some drug addiction services and become a better person. you can do it. Goodluck.
hmmmm your life sucks…
how bout you get off that couch your sitting on, surfing the web and you go exersize your ass off. get a job. be friendly and stop being sooo stupid…
FYOUR LIFE
You, my friend, need a drink
Don’t let this twisted world and society get the best of you.
Everyone can change, to the person they want to become.
It all depends if you’re willing to make an effort to change your life.
I’m sorry you feel this way. I know I probably just sound like another superficial person kinda thing of help them for points But… It’s not a very pleasant thing knowing people are unhappy. Hear me out?
I’m sure things may not be as bad as it seems. If you go into therapy, or even find and talk to a close friend about everything, it should make you feel better. I’m available to talk whenever I’m online if it means anything. The hating your self… If you feel that bad about it, why don’t you attempt to fix the issue? I know it’s hard ans seems pointless, like it wont help, but it will, you just need to keep trying. Life is a gift, please don’t try to give it up that easily ^^; (And no, I’m not some religion maniac. I just like breathing)
Help me? http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Avw9tvlK0Dr3pCySUCAa4vjsy6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20091109220458AAXahOe
so do us all a favor and off yourself ..
Whats with the thumbs down ? obviously you don’t know a troll when you see one..
maybe you could find some support in a clinic.
get some help and try to get back up on your feet.
you got problems
I assume you’re an adult. So, it’s time you start acting like a responsible adult. You need someone to communicate with and I would suggest a mental health expert. You have nothing to lose and a lot to gain. If money is an issue I suggest you first need to contact Human Services or Social Services or whatever they call it in your area. Do yourself a favor and get your butt moving and get the treatment you need. I’m talking to you as a father to his son.
i know you don’t want to hear it,
but jumping really isn’t the best thing;
obviously your addicted to drugs,
and highly suicidal
the first step is always the hardest.
but now your telling people and wanting to get help,
by letting us know.
this is a good start
but you need to think bigger and broader.
try by getting an appointment with a councilor, or something
because your unemployed clockwork or a free bulk billing place is a really good place to head.
sit down and have a chat, tell them everything
from the drugs to the stealing.
they can make plans and move forward with things from here.
your mum’s sick so committing suicide probably won’t do much good.
at the moment she really needs your support and help. try to be there for her, instead of stealing from her.
i hope everything ends up working out,
(:
Go see the new movie “Precious.”
Don’t listen to the negative things people say. It is NEVER too late to change your life, unless you make the mistake of ending it early yourself. Start with little steps, they add up. You just need to do something other than wallow. Thinking about all the negatives will never change anything and will make you feel worse.
If you don’t know where to start, go for a long walk. Appreciate nature, have some quiet (positive) reflection time.
Get clean. There are many places that can help. This is really the most important thing you can do for yourself. You’ll feel better and you’ll be better without drugs.
Get a job. I know it is hard, but you can find one if you really try. It may not be your dream career, but it’ll be a huge step toward your well-being. After a while, maybe you can find a job you love. But you have to start somewhere.
Eat healthier, get exercise every day (even if its just a walk!) You’d be surprised at how much better it’ll make you feel. I always feel happier after exercising. In addition, it will improve your self esteem and lead you to a slimmer body.
Look in the mirror, and tell yourself you are beautiful. I’m sure you are. Every single person on this earth is beautiful in their own way, even if you or society tries to tell you any different. You are NOT awful, you’ve just made some poor decisions.
Tell your mother you love her, and stop stealing from her. Confide in her, that’s what mothers are for!
When you’ve made good decisions, you’ll have friends. I promise. Don’t be afraid to talk to anyone. People are usually nicer than they seem.
Take baby steps, make a change every day.
I appreciate your honesty, this was the first step to your better life.
I believe in you! Be strong. (:
-If you need me, I’ll be your friend. Good luck.
First of all, Congratulations. To come out and admit your problems is the first step to being a better person, you’ve already noted the problem, now it’s time to change.
Obviously nobody can tell you to give it all up right away and suddenly be the perfect person. Start off small. Look for a group in your area, maybe a narcotics anonymous http://www.na.org/ and make the conscience decision to start changing. Start eating healthy and looking after yourself, instead of stealing from your mother, try take care of her instead. Every time you feel like you need a hit, look in the mirror and question whether or not thats really what you need right now, IT WONT BE EASY but it will be worth it!!
Maybe you can see a psychologist who can guide you into making the right choices, It’s never too late to change!
ABOVE ALL of that, the first thing you need to do, is change the way you see yourself, as long as you see yourself as “fat, ugly,unemployed, friendless, addicted to drugs”, you will never be able to move forward.
You are not that bad!!! You just need to make yourself BETTER! Suicide will not solve anything, you need to fight this! :) :)
Good luck on your road to recovery!!
Start with this “honest communication” and make it a habit. Get real. No more BS or lying. Totally real. And treat others as you would want to be treated. Stop being a prick.
It’s great that you are starting to admit to yourself the bad things you have done…but there is only hope for you if you are alive and start to ask for help and forgiveness from those you love. I would suggest to start with your mother but seeing a therapist (as cliche as that sounds) would probably do you a world of good.
Just remember, death is just that – ceasing your life and there in ending all your problems and all the future happenings will no longer be however…you won’t be around to see the good that’s left for you, the things you could accomplish, the wrongs you can make right.
It sounds like you are crying out for help…please ignore any idiot answers on here that make you feel like you should commit suicide or answers encouraging you to do it. Everyone has some bad in them…but everyone has good too. The only thing worth living for is the good. Find it! Have someone help you find it!
it will be ok…it may be hard, but it will get better if you let it. Take care.